Castratrix's pet
03-24-2012, 04:39 PM
Part of me wants it to happen for real and part of me wants to run away and hide, but I have wondered what it would be like if my femdom ********** fantasies came true for real.
What would it be like for me dressed in a long sleeve shirt, sleeves down, my arms covered to my hands in long sleeves, surrounded by a group of beautiful dominant omnipotent women? Strapped down helpless to an operating table naked from my waist down my genitals exposed for ********** surgery?
I would probably be laid out with my knees bent and my legs draped over the edge of the table. Would the castratrix stand at the end of the table directly facing my genitals or would she stand at the side of the table with another woman assisting her standing across the table from her?
The castratrix is a very beautiful, dominant, and very omnipotent woman. If her hair is long she has it tied in back. She is wearing a regular (woven not knit) long sleeve shirt like a long sleeve work shirt.
What would it be like fo me as she examines my testicles and penis? How would that feel and what would it be like, and what would I feel as she examines me?
What would it be like for me seeing the trays of surgical instruments and watching the castratrix as she rolls up her sleeves hearing her teling the other women that she is going to ******** me that she is going to turn me into a eunuch! What would it be like watching her rolling her sleeves up above her elbows knowing she is going to ******** me she is going to cut my balls out my manhood is about to be destroyed at her hands! Ladies if you were going to perform a ********** like this wearing a long sleeve shirt how would you roll up your sleeves and how high above your elbows would you roll them up to?
What would it be like for me physically, emotionally, and sexually as she preps me for ********** surgery? What would it be like as she picks up her scalpel and brings it maybe teasingly toward my scrotum and as she cuts open my ball sack?
What would the actual ********** surgery at her hands be like? As she draws out the first testicle what would it feel like as she holds it in her hands? What would it feel like as she clamps off the cord then ties it with ligatures?
How much pain would I feel? How much bleeding would there be? Would I have an erection and what would that be like? Would I cum? What if she decided to bring me off while she is performing the ********** surgery on me to make sure I am totally drained when she completes the **********, what would that be like? What would it be like as she picks up her scalpel and again perhaps teasingly brings it toward the spermatic cord and as she cuts off the first testicle then hold it up to sho the other women. Ladies if you ********* a man which testicle would you take first, right or left and why that one first?
What would it be like hearing the castratrix explain to the other women each step in the procedure as she performs it, and hearing her and the other women talking among themselves about **********, what she is doing to me and why, what I will be and be like afterward and why I will be that way, all kinds of things about **********.
Would she be bruital or would she perform the surgery gently? Would she do it quickly, or would she operate very slowly to prolong my agony at her hands and make it last longer so she could have more time to enjoy doing it? Ladies, how would you perform a **********, bruital or gentle, quick or slow?
What would the touch of her fingers, habds, and surgical instruments on my testicles sperm cords and genitals be like as she castrates me? What would it be like for me lieing there helpless looking up at this beautiful dominant omnipotent sadistic woman standing over me, hypnotized totally in her power, looking up at this beautiful sensuous domniant omnipotent woman, seeing her face and her eyes, her breasts knowing she is woman she is Goddess, her arms bare to above her elbows with the sleeves of her long sleeve shirt rolled up high, watching and feeling it as she performs ********** surgery on me as she cuts my nuts out and my manhood is destroyed at her hands? Would I worship her as Goddess as she castrates me, I mean worship her as if She Herself [U]is[U] The Goddess!
How much fear, how much pain, how much terror, how much sexual feelings would I have during the surgery at her hands? Physically, emotionally, and sexually what would it be like undergoing surgical ********** performed by a beautiful dominant omnipotent sadistic woman, what would ********** surgery performed by a real castratrix be like for real?
What would the second half of the surgery be like as she is removing the second testicle? Would I see the first testicle nearby in a small dish perhaps and what would that be like? Would the second half of the surgery be more intense and how much more intense? What would it be like as she clamped off and tied the second spermatic cord and my ********** at her hands becomes an assured reality for real? What would that realization that instant be like? What would it be like in those few seconds as she is severing the last ball and the instant afterward when My ********** at her hands is suddenly complete?
What if she decided to try and bring me off one last time after she finished the **********? What would that be like with my balls gone being brought off and cumming at the hands and under the control of the woman who had just performed the ********** surgery on me?
What if she decided to then destroy my penis by destroying the nerves that control erections and maybe also breaking or buckling my penis to make sure I never had another erection because she doesn't want a eunuch she ********* to ever have another erection? What would that be like?
What would it be like afterward if she decided to keep me and force me to spend the rest of my existence serving her as her own personal eunuch slave she herself had *********? What would it be like spending the rest of my existence serving the woman who performed the ********** surgery on me at whose hands my manhood had been destroyed, serving her as her personal eunuch slave and worshipping her as Goddess as if She Herself is The Goddess? What would that be like?
I hope others here will post to this thread and answer my questions, I really want to know. Are there male slaves or subs here who have engaged in and experienced ********** play or very realistic mock surgical ********** with a beautiful expereinced dominatrice? What did you feel and what was that like?
Are there any ladies here who have ********** play or done a very realistic mock surgical ********** on a male sub or male slave, any ladies here who have experience with femdom **********? My sense is that some of the best informative and in depth insights and answers would come from pro-dommes who have done ********** play and mock castrations, Or from a woman who has done real castrations for example on a farm or ranch where she herself has ********* male livestock animals.
Like I said I am seeking thoughts and feelings and insights so I hope others ladies as well as guys will post here and share their insights and answer my questions. Thank you.
What would it be like for me dressed in a long sleeve shirt, sleeves down, my arms covered to my hands in long sleeves, surrounded by a group of beautiful dominant omnipotent women? Strapped down helpless to an operating table naked from my waist down my genitals exposed for ********** surgery?
I would probably be laid out with my knees bent and my legs draped over the edge of the table. Would the castratrix stand at the end of the table directly facing my genitals or would she stand at the side of the table with another woman assisting her standing across the table from her?
The castratrix is a very beautiful, dominant, and very omnipotent woman. If her hair is long she has it tied in back. She is wearing a regular (woven not knit) long sleeve shirt like a long sleeve work shirt.
What would it be like fo me as she examines my testicles and penis? How would that feel and what would it be like, and what would I feel as she examines me?
What would it be like for me seeing the trays of surgical instruments and watching the castratrix as she rolls up her sleeves hearing her teling the other women that she is going to ******** me that she is going to turn me into a eunuch! What would it be like watching her rolling her sleeves up above her elbows knowing she is going to ******** me she is going to cut my balls out my manhood is about to be destroyed at her hands! Ladies if you were going to perform a ********** like this wearing a long sleeve shirt how would you roll up your sleeves and how high above your elbows would you roll them up to?
What would it be like for me physically, emotionally, and sexually as she preps me for ********** surgery? What would it be like as she picks up her scalpel and brings it maybe teasingly toward my scrotum and as she cuts open my ball sack?
What would the actual ********** surgery at her hands be like? As she draws out the first testicle what would it feel like as she holds it in her hands? What would it feel like as she clamps off the cord then ties it with ligatures?
How much pain would I feel? How much bleeding would there be? Would I have an erection and what would that be like? Would I cum? What if she decided to bring me off while she is performing the ********** surgery on me to make sure I am totally drained when she completes the **********, what would that be like? What would it be like as she picks up her scalpel and again perhaps teasingly brings it toward the spermatic cord and as she cuts off the first testicle then hold it up to sho the other women. Ladies if you ********* a man which testicle would you take first, right or left and why that one first?
What would it be like hearing the castratrix explain to the other women each step in the procedure as she performs it, and hearing her and the other women talking among themselves about **********, what she is doing to me and why, what I will be and be like afterward and why I will be that way, all kinds of things about **********.
Would she be bruital or would she perform the surgery gently? Would she do it quickly, or would she operate very slowly to prolong my agony at her hands and make it last longer so she could have more time to enjoy doing it? Ladies, how would you perform a **********, bruital or gentle, quick or slow?
What would the touch of her fingers, habds, and surgical instruments on my testicles sperm cords and genitals be like as she castrates me? What would it be like for me lieing there helpless looking up at this beautiful dominant omnipotent sadistic woman standing over me, hypnotized totally in her power, looking up at this beautiful sensuous domniant omnipotent woman, seeing her face and her eyes, her breasts knowing she is woman she is Goddess, her arms bare to above her elbows with the sleeves of her long sleeve shirt rolled up high, watching and feeling it as she performs ********** surgery on me as she cuts my nuts out and my manhood is destroyed at her hands? Would I worship her as Goddess as she castrates me, I mean worship her as if She Herself [U]is[U] The Goddess!
How much fear, how much pain, how much terror, how much sexual feelings would I have during the surgery at her hands? Physically, emotionally, and sexually what would it be like undergoing surgical ********** performed by a beautiful dominant omnipotent sadistic woman, what would ********** surgery performed by a real castratrix be like for real?
What would the second half of the surgery be like as she is removing the second testicle? Would I see the first testicle nearby in a small dish perhaps and what would that be like? Would the second half of the surgery be more intense and how much more intense? What would it be like as she clamped off and tied the second spermatic cord and my ********** at her hands becomes an assured reality for real? What would that realization that instant be like? What would it be like in those few seconds as she is severing the last ball and the instant afterward when My ********** at her hands is suddenly complete?
What if she decided to try and bring me off one last time after she finished the **********? What would that be like with my balls gone being brought off and cumming at the hands and under the control of the woman who had just performed the ********** surgery on me?
What if she decided to then destroy my penis by destroying the nerves that control erections and maybe also breaking or buckling my penis to make sure I never had another erection because she doesn't want a eunuch she ********* to ever have another erection? What would that be like?
What would it be like afterward if she decided to keep me and force me to spend the rest of my existence serving her as her own personal eunuch slave she herself had *********? What would it be like spending the rest of my existence serving the woman who performed the ********** surgery on me at whose hands my manhood had been destroyed, serving her as her personal eunuch slave and worshipping her as Goddess as if She Herself is The Goddess? What would that be like?
I hope others here will post to this thread and answer my questions, I really want to know. Are there male slaves or subs here who have engaged in and experienced ********** play or very realistic mock surgical ********** with a beautiful expereinced dominatrice? What did you feel and what was that like?
Are there any ladies here who have ********** play or done a very realistic mock surgical ********** on a male sub or male slave, any ladies here who have experience with femdom **********? My sense is that some of the best informative and in depth insights and answers would come from pro-dommes who have done ********** play and mock castrations, Or from a woman who has done real castrations for example on a farm or ranch where she herself has ********* male livestock animals.
Like I said I am seeking thoughts and feelings and insights so I hope others ladies as well as guys will post here and share their insights and answer my questions. Thank you.