Balloney
07-17-2020, 01:06 AM
Yesterday, my wife and I were supposed to have sex, but we were waiting on a delivery that did not show up. The same story this morning. My wife wasn't feeling up to sex, and offered me a 'wild handjob' like I had last time. The last time, she hit my balls about has hard as she ever had. I was trying to get her to play a game with a random hard slap, but she just gave me hard slaps. And I was so 'ball horny', I just lay there and took it and it quickly began to feel like almost like a constant orgasm mixed with that ball pain that you don't really know to say whether it is pain or not. It was intense.
But honestly, I was a bit concerned for my balls. My balls make testosterone and I just started taking shots. My wife plays with my balls from time to time during handjobs at my request, but usually there is some squeezing or light to medium spanks. Could this effect testosterone production? The other night, she was giving me what I consider to be hard spanks on the balls. But I dared not ask her stop because it felt so good.
So tonight, after lots of delays, I lay in bed to college the 'wild handjob' she offered. I said the hard slaps were probably too much and I should go with lighter slaps with random hard slaps occasionally. I suggested a game again, where if I flinched after a hard hit she hit one ball on the side three times, and if I did not she rubbed my penis. She didn't want to have to concentrate on rules of a game. So she started doing random strength hits. I suggested she hit all over, so she was hitting on the sides of balls and the underside. This hurt, but in a good way. I started groaning and lifting my crotch to her, taking these kind of random punishments, and the more intense hits on the bottom of the balls as I lifted them up for her to get that point better. She clapped her hands, getting both sides of my balls at the same time. After a while, I asked for that again, then asked for it harder.
Tonight, I asked her to hit my arm with the same force she was hitting my balls. It was hard enough just where I could feel a little pain, like a slap, but that's pretty hard on a fully extended squeezed ball, IMO. She kept it up until her hands got tired. I had her 'clap' a bit after that complaint. Finally, she finished me off with a hand job, squeezing my balls, hard from m perspective, at my request. I said if I were sensitive to keep stroking after orgasm, which she did. I was a little more sensitive than normal, but not 'torture' sensitive. She kept stroking for a little while after ejaculation, which was good, though I eventually asked her to let go of the balls, which she did. After the orgasm and the first bit of sensitivity subsided, she was squeezing my balls and it hurt.
I got in the shower and felt around at the damage. The left nut was a little warm in one place. Everything seems normal otherwise.
A few days ago, I suggested she tie me up for birthday sex. She associates that with violence and did not want to do it. But she actually does restrain me, since, at my request, she'll hold me by the, "You're not going anywhere mister" hold, the one where she holds your balls with the forefinger and thumb making a ring between the balls and the body while squeezing with her hand. Ball slapping and squeezing don't seem violent to her because I've gotten her used to it. She's also pulling out and squeezing and then slapping them. That takes it to a new level, but I don't think she realizes that.
The other night, after a night of ball busting, we had sex the next day, and I couldn't orgasm from sex. She finished me off with a ball squeezed orgasm.
So I ask, should I lay off on the ball busting. Maybe as I approach fifty, orgasming after a night of intense sexual activity can be more difficult. Or maybe I'm getting myself accustomed to needing hard ball play to orgasm, and that's not good. What do you think?
And why am I asking you guys? Some of you are more messed up and badly conditioned than I am.
But honestly, I was a bit concerned for my balls. My balls make testosterone and I just started taking shots. My wife plays with my balls from time to time during handjobs at my request, but usually there is some squeezing or light to medium spanks. Could this effect testosterone production? The other night, she was giving me what I consider to be hard spanks on the balls. But I dared not ask her stop because it felt so good.
So tonight, after lots of delays, I lay in bed to college the 'wild handjob' she offered. I said the hard slaps were probably too much and I should go with lighter slaps with random hard slaps occasionally. I suggested a game again, where if I flinched after a hard hit she hit one ball on the side three times, and if I did not she rubbed my penis. She didn't want to have to concentrate on rules of a game. So she started doing random strength hits. I suggested she hit all over, so she was hitting on the sides of balls and the underside. This hurt, but in a good way. I started groaning and lifting my crotch to her, taking these kind of random punishments, and the more intense hits on the bottom of the balls as I lifted them up for her to get that point better. She clapped her hands, getting both sides of my balls at the same time. After a while, I asked for that again, then asked for it harder.
Tonight, I asked her to hit my arm with the same force she was hitting my balls. It was hard enough just where I could feel a little pain, like a slap, but that's pretty hard on a fully extended squeezed ball, IMO. She kept it up until her hands got tired. I had her 'clap' a bit after that complaint. Finally, she finished me off with a hand job, squeezing my balls, hard from m perspective, at my request. I said if I were sensitive to keep stroking after orgasm, which she did. I was a little more sensitive than normal, but not 'torture' sensitive. She kept stroking for a little while after ejaculation, which was good, though I eventually asked her to let go of the balls, which she did. After the orgasm and the first bit of sensitivity subsided, she was squeezing my balls and it hurt.
I got in the shower and felt around at the damage. The left nut was a little warm in one place. Everything seems normal otherwise.
A few days ago, I suggested she tie me up for birthday sex. She associates that with violence and did not want to do it. But she actually does restrain me, since, at my request, she'll hold me by the, "You're not going anywhere mister" hold, the one where she holds your balls with the forefinger and thumb making a ring between the balls and the body while squeezing with her hand. Ball slapping and squeezing don't seem violent to her because I've gotten her used to it. She's also pulling out and squeezing and then slapping them. That takes it to a new level, but I don't think she realizes that.
The other night, after a night of ball busting, we had sex the next day, and I couldn't orgasm from sex. She finished me off with a ball squeezed orgasm.
So I ask, should I lay off on the ball busting. Maybe as I approach fifty, orgasming after a night of intense sexual activity can be more difficult. Or maybe I'm getting myself accustomed to needing hard ball play to orgasm, and that's not good. What do you think?
And why am I asking you guys? Some of you are more messed up and badly conditioned than I am.