Balloney
07-21-2021, 02:12 PM
I have had some testicle shrinkage in past months. I suspect it was testosterone usage, electro-shock during ball crushing with a crusher board, or maybe the crushing itself or impact play... or working up to full strength hand squeezing with my wife. My guess is was the testicle shrinkage.
So I have laid off on asking my wife for real ball busing hand jobs. For years, maybe a few times a week to a couple of times a month, I would want a ballbusting hand job when she gave me a hand job. I had a game thought up for ball busting. My wife never wants to play. My wife was going to give me a hand job, and started listing other things she needed to do. I said my birthday was coming up, so this could be my birthday handjob. I was wanting some special attention-- like her playing my ball busting game, posted in another thread. She did not want to play a game nor did she learn about it, a game which would also involve me choosing a maximum strength and trying not to move or flinch during rounds of blows and squeezes and penis stroking (and also trying to hold back on ejaculation to make the game bearable before the tokens ran out.)
She rarely gets playful during ballbusting. But this time, she says in her language, 'Naughty or nice' during a handjob. We did that a bit when we were younger. 'Nice' usually got my balls some gentle stroking. 'Naughty' would get my balls a solid slap while she held them in her other hand, a bit more than I would ask for. Sometimes 'nice' got a slap, too. But 'nice' usually got me gentle stroking. She was hitting so hard, I'd say 'nice' a few times to recover before saying 'naughty' to get a hard palm slap to the testicles.
So then she starts saying, "Where is the microchip?" and slapping my nuts while thumping them pretty hard with her palm. I said 'in my shoe.' Sometimes answers would get her to let up. Sometimes not.
So then she starts asking me if someone else were torturing me by squeezing my balls, would I want them to stop or would I just lay back and enjoy it. I tried to explain in a different context it probably would not be enjoyable. She kept asking that, and whacking my balls a bit too hard for my tastes while hold them. Throughout the whole experience, I'd been asking her to hit not so hard. At this point, she's hitting my balls. I'm asking her not to hit so hard, but she says, "No, because I know you really like this" and kept abusing them until I let on that I was about to explode, so she squeezes my nuts a reasonable amount through ejaculation, lets up when I tap out on her hand. She normally strokes my penis through until it is just a bit sensitive on the tip. I don't usually get any kind of delicious 'torture' post-ejaculatory sensitivity these days or just the faintest bit of it if I do. This time, though, she did not keep stroking enough, not a ruined orgasm, but not quite enough.
So I lay there and contemplated this a bit. I have thought about having a talk with her about letting up a bit on the nuts when she gives me a ball busting handjob so hopefully they are more likely to recover their girth and sperm production. On the other hand, it sure is hot if she gives me just a little more than I would choose to take, and I kind of lose control over the amount of ball busting she will give. I may lose some ability to 'top from the bottom.' For the sake of testicular health, I should probably have the conversation, but the situation last time, was a bit 'too much', it was also hot, so I think I'm keeping my mouth shut.
So I have laid off on asking my wife for real ball busing hand jobs. For years, maybe a few times a week to a couple of times a month, I would want a ballbusting hand job when she gave me a hand job. I had a game thought up for ball busting. My wife never wants to play. My wife was going to give me a hand job, and started listing other things she needed to do. I said my birthday was coming up, so this could be my birthday handjob. I was wanting some special attention-- like her playing my ball busting game, posted in another thread. She did not want to play a game nor did she learn about it, a game which would also involve me choosing a maximum strength and trying not to move or flinch during rounds of blows and squeezes and penis stroking (and also trying to hold back on ejaculation to make the game bearable before the tokens ran out.)
She rarely gets playful during ballbusting. But this time, she says in her language, 'Naughty or nice' during a handjob. We did that a bit when we were younger. 'Nice' usually got my balls some gentle stroking. 'Naughty' would get my balls a solid slap while she held them in her other hand, a bit more than I would ask for. Sometimes 'nice' got a slap, too. But 'nice' usually got me gentle stroking. She was hitting so hard, I'd say 'nice' a few times to recover before saying 'naughty' to get a hard palm slap to the testicles.
So then she starts saying, "Where is the microchip?" and slapping my nuts while thumping them pretty hard with her palm. I said 'in my shoe.' Sometimes answers would get her to let up. Sometimes not.
So then she starts asking me if someone else were torturing me by squeezing my balls, would I want them to stop or would I just lay back and enjoy it. I tried to explain in a different context it probably would not be enjoyable. She kept asking that, and whacking my balls a bit too hard for my tastes while hold them. Throughout the whole experience, I'd been asking her to hit not so hard. At this point, she's hitting my balls. I'm asking her not to hit so hard, but she says, "No, because I know you really like this" and kept abusing them until I let on that I was about to explode, so she squeezes my nuts a reasonable amount through ejaculation, lets up when I tap out on her hand. She normally strokes my penis through until it is just a bit sensitive on the tip. I don't usually get any kind of delicious 'torture' post-ejaculatory sensitivity these days or just the faintest bit of it if I do. This time, though, she did not keep stroking enough, not a ruined orgasm, but not quite enough.
So I lay there and contemplated this a bit. I have thought about having a talk with her about letting up a bit on the nuts when she gives me a ball busting handjob so hopefully they are more likely to recover their girth and sperm production. On the other hand, it sure is hot if she gives me just a little more than I would choose to take, and I kind of lose control over the amount of ball busting she will give. I may lose some ability to 'top from the bottom.' For the sake of testicular health, I should probably have the conversation, but the situation last time, was a bit 'too much', it was also hot, so I think I'm keeping my mouth shut.