Balloney
04-17-2025, 01:51 PM
Jack was just getting into his middle aged years. He knew he shouldn't be looking at porn and chatting with women online. He was married. The guilt bothered him, but this blonde was hot. And his wife stopped playing with his balls like she used to. This was 5'10", had a perfect body, according to her pictures at least, big 80's rock star hair. Jack had a thing for tall blondes and that retro hair really made her more attractive. She'd been teasing him online about how he was going to bust his balls at the hotel room they'd agreed to meet at. The title of the last email he'd received on an online account that he only answered through a private browser to keep his wife out of the loop-- was titled, "You're Going To Regret It." As much as he wanted his balls busted, at some point during the night, he'd regret it. She liked to threaten him like that. He found it to be hot. He wasn't crazy about the whole dominatrix idea, but expected a woman into that sort of thing could give his balls the busting they really deserved and needed, so he was willing to put up with a little of it, as long as he didn't have to kiss her butt, her feet, drink bodily fluids, or get tied up.
[Shift to second person for effect, as you experience this from the perspective of Jack.]
You go into the hotel room. She was just like her pictures, dressed in a leather get-up, no tats, except her breasts seemed a bit perkier and larger in real life than online. Her behind seemed rounder and her waist seemed just a bit smaller. She was tough and strong with her commanding voice, but also kind of had a sweet demeanor, like she couldn't really be a dominatrix. She ordered you to lay down on the bed. She sits on your face for a second and before you know it, your arms are strapped rather solidly to the bed. Before you could object that you hadn't agreed to this, she had a ball gag in your mouth. You don't want to be a bad sport, so you are reluctant to kick her off as she straps your feet to the bed. You realize you are on a bondage board as she adjusts the sheets, straps your thighs, waste, and arms. You can barely wiggle around.
Then this other woman comes into the room. You can just barely tell that she is a woman. She looks kind of like that woman from the movie Misery, except old and butch looking with a short military haircut, kind of like that actress now, except far more unattractive. This woman was also wearing a leather getup, but more like a bikini, with fat mid section hanging over her leather panties. You notice she's covered in cellulite, even her neck. You'd never seen that before. And this lady is fat, and her fat has uneven blobs of fat on it. Her cellulite has cellulite. You actually look at her fact. You don't even notice the warts and imperfects at first because of that one giant mole/wart thing on her nose that has one very long hair and another smaller hair coming out if it. One hair is like a pube. The other one is like a hair. Her pig-like nose is rather revolting. You avert your gaze. You can't stand to look, but you see her give the beautiful blonde some cash and you hear her say, "Your services are no longer necessary. I'll take it from here. This one is mine."
"I've been the one chatting with you online. Tonight I don't want you to wonder why this is happening to you. I do not want these thoughts to distract you from the pain, fear, and loss you will be experiencing tonight, so I will tell you why I am doing it."
"There is a group of us women in highly influential in different sectors of society, government, business, law, the courts, hospitals, etc. We have each other's backs, and we have one thing in common-- we want revenge on men. Some of us were abused and molested as children. Some of us are lesbian. We call ourselves 'revenge feminists.' We randomly select men to inflict great pain on their testicles and remove them. Some men we attack are guilty of specific offenses. Others are guilty only by virtue of being men... or boys."
"This room has been soundproofed. No one will check on you. I will inflict great pain on you. You will never be the same again. You will likely have PTSD after this evening. I hope so. That is part of the punishment. You will also be short at least one body part... if you behave it is only one. I will torture and remove one of your testicles tonight. That is the _minimum_ guaranteed loss you will experience tonight, if you lay there and take it like a man."
"I am now injecting you with drugs. One of the drugs is prolactin, which the body releases after orgasm. You ball busting perverts enjoy getting ball tortured, so this should reduce the chances of your enjoying it. There are other chemicals in the mix that suppress endorphins, your body's pain defense and pleasure enhancing chemical. There are also some drugs in here to increase the feelings of pain and fears. There is also a nausea suppressant. While having you vomit may increase your suffering, the plus side of it, I don't like vomit. The nausea suppressant may wear off soon after I leave and you can suffer after."
As she says this, she pokes a needle in your leg, shooting you up with a concoction. Within a few moments, your semi-erection that was left over from when the blonde left the room subsided. The feeling of fear you started to fear as this beast of a woman began telling her evil plan intensifies greatly. You hear your own heartbeat.
"Let's get started. Let's see which one of these hurts worse." She gets out a reflex testing hammer. She taps your testicle with it and you can't help but wince more when she hits the right testicle.
"I see the right one hurts more. I'll take the right one. Normally, I might take the ball that hurts less, but you ball busting guys like ball pain, so I will leave you the less sensitive testicle. And on the bright side, a left nut is more likely to get health issues so you are more likely to end up with fertility or testosterone issues later in life if I take the right one, so I'll take the right one."
"I'm getting out a scalpel now. I'll cut your ball sack. This line down the middle is sensitive and might hurt the worst. I'll cut close to that.
Ouch.... This is not sexy ball pain. This is someone cutting your sensitive scrotal flesh. Ou Ou Ou. Ahhhhhhhhrrgggghh! You cannot believe the pain.
"If you think that hurts, you ain't seen nothing yet. If that was a 10, you will have to change your scale. That's like a two. You've never had an un-scrotum-protected ballbusting before have you?"
Do you see this device? It's a microdrill? I am going to drill into your testicle so that as I play with your testicle, bits of it will drip out."
She pushes a button on this drill looking thing with a tiny bit like a needle.
"The back underside is the most sensitive. This drill will also pierce the epydidimus to cause incredible pain there."
You cannot believe the pain you feel.......everything goes black......You awake to a horrible smell. Your ball hurts like fire, a bee sting, a pinch, an awful dull ache, being crushed in half, and other kinds of pain mixed together. That right nut. You must avert the pain in the testicle. You try to thrust your hips away but the pain isn't going anywhere. You try to tense muscles to pull the balls up.....but Aaaaargh that makes it worse. You whimper through your ball gag, looking at this ugly monstrosity of a woman as she talks. The hair in her warty mole thing moves as she speaks to you. You glance at her cellulite-covered arms, then avert your eyes. She is too repulsive to look at.
"These are smelling salts. I need to keep you conscious to feel the pain. I see where your pain limit is. We will ride that and see if we can increase it. This limit is not what you can take for fun. It's the limit of pain you feel before passing out. Are you awake and feeling the pain? Okay, "I'll turn the drill back on.
I'll drill more slowly this time so you can suffer as much as possible without fainting, you wimp."
You can hardly breathe from the screaming. You cannot suppress the screams. It seems like all you are aware of is the incredible pain in your testicle and your own screams. Already, you are turning hoarse. You can't quite breath. Your testicle hurts. You are in agony.
"Now I have the hole and if I tap your testicle, it will leak out of you. When your ball is empty, I can sew the sack up and go home. Of course, I will make it last a long time to prolong this experience."
You can't believe the pain. She takes out her little knee reflect hammer and hammers the font of your testicle. This isn't a sexy thud pain. It's just pure pain. It's thuddy, but not sexy, but also sharp, searing pain, on the underside. Another tap, and it's just full body pain, radiating out of the testicle. You've been squeezed, kneed, kicked, slapped, etc. in the balls in the past, but you've never felt pure pain like this. Ball pain with no pleasure mixed in at all. You sure regret your decision to cheat on your wife and meet a stranger at a hotel.
"Okay, that looks like a good pain, but I think I can increase it and still keep you conscious" and keep you breathing.
Increase the pain? How is that even possible? You feel her gritty, sticking-feeling fingers tugging on your un-covered ball and feel new pain sensations that you have never experienced. You can see just in your field of view that she is pulling your testicle out of its sack, and turning the front of the ball toward the inside, turning the piercing on the epididymus which she has position, painfully, too the right.
"Great! Now I will smash the tender epididymus right near that painful drill wound. With every blow, a little bit of your testicle comes out as I damage it.... It's not coming out. I need to hit harder."
Aaaaargh hit harder? Nothing can be harder than this.
"There, droplets of testicle are coming out. I'll make this last a while. Some good news about this.
I read that bits of sperm in the blood stream could eventually lead to insanity. So that's another potential medical issue you can face later in life from this experience you asked for."
You endure this tapping this for 30 minutes. Two or three times you pass out, only to be awakened with smelling salts. This is the worse torture in your life. You child childbirth could not compare. You've had a toenail pulled off before. This is much worse. You do not ease into it. The pain does not lessen. It intensifies.
"Okay, I am going to remove the ball gag now. When I tap your ball, say that you love me. You have to really mean it."
You say, "Aaaarghhhh."
"You did not say that you loved me."
You say, "I uhuhuh love uhuhhuhu you." You paint and wheeze between words. Tears are in your eyes. You can hardly speak because of the thin snot coming out of your nose and filling up your sinus passages.
"Okay, now, I know you didn't mean that. I can hear it in your voice. For punishment. I will punch your good testicle and pinch the one I'm taking."
The punch to your good nut really hurt, but she took the pieced nut on the tender sides and squeezed it. That really, really hurt, maybe worse than the tapping. It was at least an equal pain, but a different kind. It radiates through your body and makes you hurt all over, the kind of pain a cancer patient on his last days of life feels, the pain of someone with an internal infection, but worse. The cycle repeats. You lose count, but it could be 10 or 20 times she gets you to confess your love for her. You are trying really hard to mean it as she demands this of you.
"Tell me it's okay and you give me permission to destroy your testicle, and really mean it. Tell me it belongs to me."
You stay silent for this one. After two or three nut punches to the 'good' nut and side pinches on the pierced nut, you give in and give permission. You rationalize it that there is probably nothing a doctor could do to save it at this point, anyway. This pain must stop. Through wheezing, coughing, pauses to get your breath, you barely get out "It belongs to you. You may destroy it you say."
"Now, when you think about your lost testicle, remember that you told me to destroy it, and to take it with me. I would have left you your testicle, but you asked for it. This is all your own stupid fault. You deserve this for cheating on your wife. You deserve this for agreeing to meet a stranger in a hotel room, for allowing yourself to get tied up, and for giving me permission to remove your testicle. This is a _consensual_ half **********. Before this, when you texted me you asked me to bust your balls online. I did, but I only busted one. I busted it open and beat it. You had asked me, online, to beat your balls. I have done just that. This was consensual, since I have done as you asked. I have only done as you asked with your full consent. You have no one to blame but yourself. I even warned you that you will regret it, and I think you do now, and you will for the rest of your life. You are now deformed and scarred, physically, and emotionally. You are a bad person, and you deserve this. You also told me you loved me. The woman you love did this to you at your request. I hate you."
"Now I'll just use my fingernail and squeeze this nasty gunk out of _my_ testicle, the one you just gave to me."
You feel an awful shudder of pain. You want to vomit, but feel like you can't. The pain is blinding. It's much worse than her squeezing the testicles on the side. It is worse than the drill. This is the pain of the drill, the pain of the tapping, getting stabbed by a knife, the pain of an internal infection, having your eye poked slowly with a needle, having all the hair pulled out of your head, all at once, right in the testicle. It is not sexy. It is not fun. None of your ballbusting pain in the past prepared you for this. Why did you agree to this? It hurts soooooo bad. You could never have imagined such pain. She squeezes your testicle, breaking the tubules as the gunk comes out of the tiny hole, which is now expanding in size, squirting out like overly wet playdough from a spaghetti-making toy, out of that hole in your testicle. You can't explain it..... It's dark... you smell smelling salts.. Ooooooowwwww. Aarrggh. You catch a glimps of her straining and of some gunk squirting out of you, mixed with blood.
"Okay, I have gotten about 10% out."
And she was right. Maybe she lied and it was only 1%. You endure this pain, being awakened with smelling salts. She punches your 'good', now swollen testicle, right on the previously inaccessible inside of the ball several times as punishment for passing out. Normally a punch like that might be sexy if you'd been worked up to it. But you aren't feeling any of that, now, and certainly not from this ugly fat almost masculine blob of middle-aged woman.
"Woah, wait a minute. I have some red pepper spray labeled 'For animal use only." I don't want to cough, so I squirted it on this viai. And I'd better wear gloves because it hurts to touch this stuff. Have you tried Icey Hot on your balls? I'm told this hurts much worse. I'll make sure to get some in the nut sack so your other ball can be inflamed and burn too. This will hurt a lot worse without skin to put it through. Her rubbing all over the testicle and sensitive epididymis was horrifyingly painful.
She wasn't kidding. It took a minute. You don't know if you now had a different 10 for pain now, but it was a different kind of pain. Then after two minutes, the pain seeped deep into the remaining nerve cells in the testicle. Somehow, she'd squirted some on the 'good' remaining nut and it was on fire, too.
She was doing nothing, but your testicles were constantly burning.
"Have you ever wondered what Hell feels like, except your whole body feeling like this?" She said, laughing snarkily at your suffering, at your whimpered attempts to get a breath through your nose, which was nose starting to run a bit somehow from the pain. Constant tears flow from your eyes. You have no control of it.
She says, "What's your favorite planet? I bet it's Uranus? Let's not leave that out. I've still got some hot juice here. And let's not forget the urethra, She runs her thumb up and down the outside of your urethra with this liquid, trying to dig in your pee-hole of your penis with the thumbnail part of her gloved hand, rubbing that stuff in. It takes a few seconds, but that sensitive urethra is now on fire. You start to get erect. She glares at your erection angrily and says, "How dare you!" You suffer pain from a punch to the testicle area, hitting the remnants of the right testicle and the bruised left testicle. Since you are making constant whimpers and groans, the noise does not change much from impact. She grabs a needle and jabs it into your left buttock. It hurts as she injects you with some cold material that makes your buttock feel cold. It is amazing you can feel the pain over the burning of your testicles.
Now, which hurts worse-- chemicals simulating burning testicles.... or burning a testicle? You fear great fear as you see that she has produced a needle and a cigarette lighter, burning the tip of the needle until it glows.
Then she jabs it and it burns. Burning hurt worse than the red pepper extract liquid, but only for a few seconds. The red pepper pain has stayed at a conscious tortuous level after the burning pain subsides. You wonder why you do not vomit at the smell of your burnt testicle.
"Uh-Oh" she says, "I ruined the hole I was squeezing the junk out of your testicle by cauterizing it." She said this in a dumb airhead voice, like Marilyn Monroe, but she wasn't cute at all when she did it. You notice against how disgusting and repulsive her face is and her fat arms with blobs of cottage cheese on them, as she fishes around in her bag.
"Here is the microdrill. This time we will do two holes. I used to open cans of pineapple juice to make punch at a job I worked at. If you open one hole, little comes out. Well. Good news! It's time to empty the contents of your testicle! And this may actually be the most painful part. Well, the most painful part so far. Not the most painful part of the whole thing. Don't worry, sweetheart. You will find out about that later." She winked at you, which was repulsive.
You endure the agony of a microdrill, like getting your teeth drilled without anesthesia, but in the balls, and honestly much worse than that. Then the pain increases again, as you feel her torture squeezing the tubules, blood vessels and nerves outside of your testicles.
Ouch.... Ooooh punches. You could believe the pain. But it is a relief after the squeezing. Aaaargh, she returns to the squeezes.
"I think that's just about it. You are a one-nutter now. Congratulations! Maybe you can collect disability, eunuch. I'd like to be there when you explain to your wife how this happened. Oh, I've got an idea."
You feel something wet above your penis, then, very painfully, on your scrotum, and look down and see her scribbling with a sharpie.
"I wrote, 'CHEATER' on you in a couple of places. So now you get to explain that to your wife."
Now, it's play time. Some of these tubules still have sensation and I can squish them around. She plays with bloody strings, pulling them up high and looking them, slapping and punching your remaining nut to force you to watch until you feel no more nut pain from it, but the pain of having a fresh wound tugged on as the tubules were pulled from other skin. Maybe she dragged this out for 10 minutes. Maybe 30. You were in too much agony to tell.
"Okay, now that you aren't feeling it anymore, I'm going to sew you up. There is some good news and some bad news. The bad news is that I am very skilled at stitches and I can sew you up where the line is almost invisible. But the good news is that I am going to use some of the ugliest sloppiest stitches possible just to make you look ugly and deformed. I'm going to sew your ball-sack up so your remaining ball is in there a bit tight and uncomfortable, with scrotal skin sewed inside you pressing on the nut at all times.. You might have some fertility issues with the remaining nut when I am done, because of the way I sewed it up. and I've got an extra squirt of sterilized hot sauce to put in there so you can remember what happened as you feel it."
If you hadn't gone through such an ordeal, you might have thought getting the stitches were the worst pain of your life. Before, you might have said you were at a ten for pain, but after the ball pain you just went through, this is just an eight with the burning from the old dose of pepper extract. But it does really, really hurt. But then the new red pepper extract kicks in, and you are in constant pain, a higher level of heat than before. It stings as she pats your sack with alcohol, then goes to work with that sharp, sharp needle? When will your suffering end?
"Okay now. I almost forgot."
Ow! Suddenly It stings! it stings!
"Ha ha ha ha! That was just a bit of lemon juice I just squirted on your wound to make you squirm."
Now, I am actually going to give you an injection to promote healing. When you were unconcious, I took your blood. I put it in a centrifuge, and I am giving you PRP treatment with some human growth hormone. Your plateletes and this other concoction will hopefully result in a more powerful gonad to take over the job of that other ball. This may make your ball more sensitive to pain and pleasure. Why would you do this you may ask? We aren't about increasing your pleasure, but later we want to have a very sensitive testicle to remove. So we will kidnap you ever so often to shoot you up to keep your testicle sensitive. You might not want to engage in squeeze play so your ball will be there for us to harvest.
"You may be thinking... harvest? Well, here are the rules. My organization has people at the police department and government agencies. If you report this as a crime, I am coming for that other nut of yours. I, or someone less attractive than myself, will ******** you, and actually **** you, and you will not enjoy that nearly as much as you enjoyed yourself today. Ha!"
"If you tell your wife this was nonconsensual, I will remove your other testicle. I Wiped you down and sewed you up with sterile string to prevent infection. If you go to the emergency room right after this, I will remove your other testicle. If you get an infection, you can go, but tell them this was self-inflicted and I will not remove a testicle if you tell them that that. This session was light on pain. The next session will not be."
"If I have to remove your testicle for noncompliance, I will also do to your son what I just did to you today. See that black shiny thing there by the light on the ceiling? That's a camera. I can send clips of what happened today without showing myself.... along with a history of our previous correspondence where you asked for your testicles to be busted... send it to your boss, your mom, and your wife if you do not comply with the rules. And notice, I actually bused your balls like you asked. I am going to remove the ball gag. If you plan to obey me about these things and not report me, say, 'I will obey.' otherwise, I will hammer a nail up your right toenail now. If you scream, I will take the other testicle. Wait, let me get your nut."
She grabs your remaining testicle and gets it in a hard squeeze, like you are used to from regular ball busting, but this time it hurts because of the wound in the scrotum and where the other ball used to be. She also has a grip on the sensitive inside part of the nut. This would have been a 10 on your previous pain scale. Now, maybe it's a 7.
Whimpering and trying not to yell, managing to take a breath, you screech out, "I will obey."
"Okay, that's it. You actually pooped the bed during the torture."
She puts on a rubber glove, grabs your excrement, and puts a brown chunk right on your nose.
"There, I put some on your face. That's what I think of you. That is what I think you are. I am going to untie you. You are going to let me out of that door. You will clean yourself up, check out of this hotel room, and drive yourself home."
She releases one wrist from it's restraint, leaving you to remove the rest.
You think of attacking her, but decide against it. Even moving a little hurts your ball sack. You manage to get the ball gag out of your mouth with one hand, leaving the other hand restrained until you are able to move a bit more, still struggling to breathe. The mucous subsides. Your eyes stop weeping.
You lay there, recovering emotionally for about a minute, hoping to muster the strength to take care of yourself. You are startled and scream a bit to see her bust the door open suddenly, again repulsed to see her face, the wart/mole, and hairs coming out of it. She's wearing a black leather coat. She removes it to reveal her dominatrix outfit and lots of flesh.... fat and cellulite.
"I forgot a few things, she says."
She slaps you in the face, as you lift your hand to block another slap, she grabs your remaining testicle, HARD.'
"You WILL put your hand back on the bedpost so I can restrain you again."
As if by itself, your arm rises up, obeying her voice again. She releases the painful squeeze she has on your nut right next to that awful wound.
"Open your mouth so I can put the ball gag in it."
Your mouth is closed until you feel a hard punch to your remaining testicle, at which time your mouth opens as you gasp for air. In goes the ball gag.
"I forgot the most painful part, crunching the seminal vesicles. This hurts worse than a **********, and I forgot to do it. Well, not really. I'm just messing with you. It's the best part!" She genuinely smiles with joy. " Do you remember what I said about your pain scale changing and your having a new 10? Well, I'm sure you had a new 10 before. That new 10 will be about a 6 after you feel this! HA!"
She gets out a pair of needle nosed pliers, but black and smooth where the metal gripping part would be.
"I had these special ordered for crunching seminal vesicles."
It hurts so bad as she quickly puts the pliers on one of the tubes right above where the ball used to be in your sack. The pain on the skin where the wound is hurts terribly, but you forget about that as you feel the next unbelievably intense jolt of pain. You hear a loud CRUNCH like crunching a bag of celery all at once. The pain... it was twice the worst nut pain you felt before, when she was squeezing the nut tubules out ten minutes earlier. Everything goes black, and you smell smelling salts.
"Uh-oh, I need to use the tip of this thing instead of the wide part. I can get more painful crunches out of the seminal vesicle that way. You also passed out. This time I will crunch a narrower bit, which will hurt just as much. Crunching less length lets me extend your agony. HA. I love to see the pain on your ugly face."
After She stares intently at you, so she can see your pained expression. You don't even try to disappoint. You do catch a glimpse of the horrific pain and horror on your face, your extended too-open jaw. Your face is so contorted you look like a much older man. Your eyes are wide open. Slowly you feel the pliers clamp down. She squeezes incredibly tight. Somehow she knows how to hold you at the maximum pain level before you pass out. You do not know if she kept you there for 10 minutes or 30 seconds. You start to disassociate from the pain.
"Uh-oh. That looks like subspace. Let's get you another shot of endorphin suppressant, shall we? I want you to feel this. I see you have a semi down there. You are enjoying this and I don't want you to. The shot has some prolactin to make the experience that much worse for you."
You feel miserable from the pain from your aching genital area, but relief because the crunching pain is gone. She injects your buttock from the side with a thick, painful horse needle.
She gets ten crunches out of you. She drags each crunch out, holding each there for several minutes. She told you she held you on the painful edge of a crunch for 10 minutes one time. You believed her. Somehow, you still feel your anus burning, and your right testicle, between the pain of crunches. Then she says,
"I left out one detail. At some point in your lifetime. It could be 10, 20, or 30 years from now, someone from our group of Revenge Feminists will collect your other testicle. By that time, we hope to have learned to double the pain we inflict. We are working on a brain monitor that detects pain levels to optimize the amount of pain we inflict, to minimize any pleasure, to prevent passing out. It allows for some rest periods if that increases the overall amount of suffering. Some of our heftier ladies can drag a nut crunch procedure out for two days. Those have a much higher risk of infection and death, so we usually save that for the second testicle so as not to waste the potential for pain. I'll put a note in your file to put you down for the longer procedure since you gave your balls to me in one of your text messages. It WILL happen. If you report us, cheat on your wife, or do something we do not like, we will take the testicle more quickly.. I mean earlier in your life. I will also take both your sons balls with the long procedure before he has any children if you report us. The testicle removal process will take a long time. I'm one of the faster, better-looking testicle collectors in our group. The only way out is to die first."
"Okay, now it is time for that intercourse you also requested!"
You contemplate this in great fear. With the damage done, this would be extremely painful. You feel unable to get erect. But you suspect she may inject you.
"While this has worked me up, I'm not really into men, so I'd prefer to have that hot blonde come back in here and do you."
While this is a bit less horrific, you realize, amidst the pain and burning from your ball sack, right nut, urethra, and anus, that you have no horniness or desire left in you. This blonde woman, as beautiful as she is, does not appeal to you at all. The comfort of having her against you while being tortured? There is no comfort in the idea.
"That way this will be full fledged adultery that you consented to. We can send the recordings to your wife, mom, and son, and we have the texts to prove you agreed to it." She pauses. "We may choose to send them right away, or use them as leverage. I could use an extra ten or twenty grand a year. "
This lady is really crossing a line now.
"Just kidding. Normally, it's a part of the routine, but I gave her the night off, and since we are only _required_ to do that during the next ball harvesting, and I'm not going to get much out of it, we will pass on that... this time. Of course, she might come to collect again before you are healed up fully, and we can film that."
She unstraps a wrist, and quickly leaves. This time, you get up as soon as you can, hobble to the door and lock it. You hobble to the sink and wash your face. You bundle the bloody sheets up and leave them on the bed. You begin to feel a bit nauseous.
You badly want to turn on the shower, get in the fetal position, and cry under the water, but the flow of the water would hurt too much and cause too much damage. Your nuts and urethra are burning so bad. You get a wash cloth and swab the outside of the urethra and the pee hole.
Your ball is gone, and you'll never use it again. It's right there in the sheets. You decide to take it and the gunk inside with you, to hide the evidence, to protect your testicle, to protect your son's testicle. You feel like such an idiot. How could you agree to something like this? You think to yourself, this is your fault. You agreed to it. You went along with it. You agreed to meet secretly in a hotel room with another woman. You had it coming. You think to yourself that you are a pervert and that you deserved it.
You catch a glimpse of your junk in the mirror. You see in the mirror written backwards right above your penis and on your remaining testicle "CHEATER". You get into the shower, crouching under the shower, weeping like a woman in a Lifetime movie after an assault, trying to figure out if it is fear or good sense that keeps you from turning on the shower. Then you realize, you need to get out of there before that mutilator returns, and while you cannot figure out if you really love her, or hate her, but you do not want to see her again.
You see there is a text from your wife. It's a flirty text. She wants you to come home right away, and she's expecting some 'action' tonight. She offers to 'play ball' with you first, like you always like.
The moral of the story is don't cheat on your wife, and don't let a stranger tie you up.
[Shift to second person for effect, as you experience this from the perspective of Jack.]
You go into the hotel room. She was just like her pictures, dressed in a leather get-up, no tats, except her breasts seemed a bit perkier and larger in real life than online. Her behind seemed rounder and her waist seemed just a bit smaller. She was tough and strong with her commanding voice, but also kind of had a sweet demeanor, like she couldn't really be a dominatrix. She ordered you to lay down on the bed. She sits on your face for a second and before you know it, your arms are strapped rather solidly to the bed. Before you could object that you hadn't agreed to this, she had a ball gag in your mouth. You don't want to be a bad sport, so you are reluctant to kick her off as she straps your feet to the bed. You realize you are on a bondage board as she adjusts the sheets, straps your thighs, waste, and arms. You can barely wiggle around.
Then this other woman comes into the room. You can just barely tell that she is a woman. She looks kind of like that woman from the movie Misery, except old and butch looking with a short military haircut, kind of like that actress now, except far more unattractive. This woman was also wearing a leather getup, but more like a bikini, with fat mid section hanging over her leather panties. You notice she's covered in cellulite, even her neck. You'd never seen that before. And this lady is fat, and her fat has uneven blobs of fat on it. Her cellulite has cellulite. You actually look at her fact. You don't even notice the warts and imperfects at first because of that one giant mole/wart thing on her nose that has one very long hair and another smaller hair coming out if it. One hair is like a pube. The other one is like a hair. Her pig-like nose is rather revolting. You avert your gaze. You can't stand to look, but you see her give the beautiful blonde some cash and you hear her say, "Your services are no longer necessary. I'll take it from here. This one is mine."
"I've been the one chatting with you online. Tonight I don't want you to wonder why this is happening to you. I do not want these thoughts to distract you from the pain, fear, and loss you will be experiencing tonight, so I will tell you why I am doing it."
"There is a group of us women in highly influential in different sectors of society, government, business, law, the courts, hospitals, etc. We have each other's backs, and we have one thing in common-- we want revenge on men. Some of us were abused and molested as children. Some of us are lesbian. We call ourselves 'revenge feminists.' We randomly select men to inflict great pain on their testicles and remove them. Some men we attack are guilty of specific offenses. Others are guilty only by virtue of being men... or boys."
"This room has been soundproofed. No one will check on you. I will inflict great pain on you. You will never be the same again. You will likely have PTSD after this evening. I hope so. That is part of the punishment. You will also be short at least one body part... if you behave it is only one. I will torture and remove one of your testicles tonight. That is the _minimum_ guaranteed loss you will experience tonight, if you lay there and take it like a man."
"I am now injecting you with drugs. One of the drugs is prolactin, which the body releases after orgasm. You ball busting perverts enjoy getting ball tortured, so this should reduce the chances of your enjoying it. There are other chemicals in the mix that suppress endorphins, your body's pain defense and pleasure enhancing chemical. There are also some drugs in here to increase the feelings of pain and fears. There is also a nausea suppressant. While having you vomit may increase your suffering, the plus side of it, I don't like vomit. The nausea suppressant may wear off soon after I leave and you can suffer after."
As she says this, she pokes a needle in your leg, shooting you up with a concoction. Within a few moments, your semi-erection that was left over from when the blonde left the room subsided. The feeling of fear you started to fear as this beast of a woman began telling her evil plan intensifies greatly. You hear your own heartbeat.
"Let's get started. Let's see which one of these hurts worse." She gets out a reflex testing hammer. She taps your testicle with it and you can't help but wince more when she hits the right testicle.
"I see the right one hurts more. I'll take the right one. Normally, I might take the ball that hurts less, but you ball busting guys like ball pain, so I will leave you the less sensitive testicle. And on the bright side, a left nut is more likely to get health issues so you are more likely to end up with fertility or testosterone issues later in life if I take the right one, so I'll take the right one."
"I'm getting out a scalpel now. I'll cut your ball sack. This line down the middle is sensitive and might hurt the worst. I'll cut close to that.
Ouch.... This is not sexy ball pain. This is someone cutting your sensitive scrotal flesh. Ou Ou Ou. Ahhhhhhhhrrgggghh! You cannot believe the pain.
"If you think that hurts, you ain't seen nothing yet. If that was a 10, you will have to change your scale. That's like a two. You've never had an un-scrotum-protected ballbusting before have you?"
Do you see this device? It's a microdrill? I am going to drill into your testicle so that as I play with your testicle, bits of it will drip out."
She pushes a button on this drill looking thing with a tiny bit like a needle.
"The back underside is the most sensitive. This drill will also pierce the epydidimus to cause incredible pain there."
You cannot believe the pain you feel.......everything goes black......You awake to a horrible smell. Your ball hurts like fire, a bee sting, a pinch, an awful dull ache, being crushed in half, and other kinds of pain mixed together. That right nut. You must avert the pain in the testicle. You try to thrust your hips away but the pain isn't going anywhere. You try to tense muscles to pull the balls up.....but Aaaaargh that makes it worse. You whimper through your ball gag, looking at this ugly monstrosity of a woman as she talks. The hair in her warty mole thing moves as she speaks to you. You glance at her cellulite-covered arms, then avert your eyes. She is too repulsive to look at.
"These are smelling salts. I need to keep you conscious to feel the pain. I see where your pain limit is. We will ride that and see if we can increase it. This limit is not what you can take for fun. It's the limit of pain you feel before passing out. Are you awake and feeling the pain? Okay, "I'll turn the drill back on.
I'll drill more slowly this time so you can suffer as much as possible without fainting, you wimp."
You can hardly breathe from the screaming. You cannot suppress the screams. It seems like all you are aware of is the incredible pain in your testicle and your own screams. Already, you are turning hoarse. You can't quite breath. Your testicle hurts. You are in agony.
"Now I have the hole and if I tap your testicle, it will leak out of you. When your ball is empty, I can sew the sack up and go home. Of course, I will make it last a long time to prolong this experience."
You can't believe the pain. She takes out her little knee reflect hammer and hammers the font of your testicle. This isn't a sexy thud pain. It's just pure pain. It's thuddy, but not sexy, but also sharp, searing pain, on the underside. Another tap, and it's just full body pain, radiating out of the testicle. You've been squeezed, kneed, kicked, slapped, etc. in the balls in the past, but you've never felt pure pain like this. Ball pain with no pleasure mixed in at all. You sure regret your decision to cheat on your wife and meet a stranger at a hotel.
"Okay, that looks like a good pain, but I think I can increase it and still keep you conscious" and keep you breathing.
Increase the pain? How is that even possible? You feel her gritty, sticking-feeling fingers tugging on your un-covered ball and feel new pain sensations that you have never experienced. You can see just in your field of view that she is pulling your testicle out of its sack, and turning the front of the ball toward the inside, turning the piercing on the epididymus which she has position, painfully, too the right.
"Great! Now I will smash the tender epididymus right near that painful drill wound. With every blow, a little bit of your testicle comes out as I damage it.... It's not coming out. I need to hit harder."
Aaaaargh hit harder? Nothing can be harder than this.
"There, droplets of testicle are coming out. I'll make this last a while. Some good news about this.
I read that bits of sperm in the blood stream could eventually lead to insanity. So that's another potential medical issue you can face later in life from this experience you asked for."
You endure this tapping this for 30 minutes. Two or three times you pass out, only to be awakened with smelling salts. This is the worse torture in your life. You child childbirth could not compare. You've had a toenail pulled off before. This is much worse. You do not ease into it. The pain does not lessen. It intensifies.
"Okay, I am going to remove the ball gag now. When I tap your ball, say that you love me. You have to really mean it."
You say, "Aaaarghhhh."
"You did not say that you loved me."
You say, "I uhuhuh love uhuhhuhu you." You paint and wheeze between words. Tears are in your eyes. You can hardly speak because of the thin snot coming out of your nose and filling up your sinus passages.
"Okay, now, I know you didn't mean that. I can hear it in your voice. For punishment. I will punch your good testicle and pinch the one I'm taking."
The punch to your good nut really hurt, but she took the pieced nut on the tender sides and squeezed it. That really, really hurt, maybe worse than the tapping. It was at least an equal pain, but a different kind. It radiates through your body and makes you hurt all over, the kind of pain a cancer patient on his last days of life feels, the pain of someone with an internal infection, but worse. The cycle repeats. You lose count, but it could be 10 or 20 times she gets you to confess your love for her. You are trying really hard to mean it as she demands this of you.
"Tell me it's okay and you give me permission to destroy your testicle, and really mean it. Tell me it belongs to me."
You stay silent for this one. After two or three nut punches to the 'good' nut and side pinches on the pierced nut, you give in and give permission. You rationalize it that there is probably nothing a doctor could do to save it at this point, anyway. This pain must stop. Through wheezing, coughing, pauses to get your breath, you barely get out "It belongs to you. You may destroy it you say."
"Now, when you think about your lost testicle, remember that you told me to destroy it, and to take it with me. I would have left you your testicle, but you asked for it. This is all your own stupid fault. You deserve this for cheating on your wife. You deserve this for agreeing to meet a stranger in a hotel room, for allowing yourself to get tied up, and for giving me permission to remove your testicle. This is a _consensual_ half **********. Before this, when you texted me you asked me to bust your balls online. I did, but I only busted one. I busted it open and beat it. You had asked me, online, to beat your balls. I have done just that. This was consensual, since I have done as you asked. I have only done as you asked with your full consent. You have no one to blame but yourself. I even warned you that you will regret it, and I think you do now, and you will for the rest of your life. You are now deformed and scarred, physically, and emotionally. You are a bad person, and you deserve this. You also told me you loved me. The woman you love did this to you at your request. I hate you."
"Now I'll just use my fingernail and squeeze this nasty gunk out of _my_ testicle, the one you just gave to me."
You feel an awful shudder of pain. You want to vomit, but feel like you can't. The pain is blinding. It's much worse than her squeezing the testicles on the side. It is worse than the drill. This is the pain of the drill, the pain of the tapping, getting stabbed by a knife, the pain of an internal infection, having your eye poked slowly with a needle, having all the hair pulled out of your head, all at once, right in the testicle. It is not sexy. It is not fun. None of your ballbusting pain in the past prepared you for this. Why did you agree to this? It hurts soooooo bad. You could never have imagined such pain. She squeezes your testicle, breaking the tubules as the gunk comes out of the tiny hole, which is now expanding in size, squirting out like overly wet playdough from a spaghetti-making toy, out of that hole in your testicle. You can't explain it..... It's dark... you smell smelling salts.. Ooooooowwwww. Aarrggh. You catch a glimps of her straining and of some gunk squirting out of you, mixed with blood.
"Okay, I have gotten about 10% out."
And she was right. Maybe she lied and it was only 1%. You endure this pain, being awakened with smelling salts. She punches your 'good', now swollen testicle, right on the previously inaccessible inside of the ball several times as punishment for passing out. Normally a punch like that might be sexy if you'd been worked up to it. But you aren't feeling any of that, now, and certainly not from this ugly fat almost masculine blob of middle-aged woman.
"Woah, wait a minute. I have some red pepper spray labeled 'For animal use only." I don't want to cough, so I squirted it on this viai. And I'd better wear gloves because it hurts to touch this stuff. Have you tried Icey Hot on your balls? I'm told this hurts much worse. I'll make sure to get some in the nut sack so your other ball can be inflamed and burn too. This will hurt a lot worse without skin to put it through. Her rubbing all over the testicle and sensitive epididymis was horrifyingly painful.
She wasn't kidding. It took a minute. You don't know if you now had a different 10 for pain now, but it was a different kind of pain. Then after two minutes, the pain seeped deep into the remaining nerve cells in the testicle. Somehow, she'd squirted some on the 'good' remaining nut and it was on fire, too.
She was doing nothing, but your testicles were constantly burning.
"Have you ever wondered what Hell feels like, except your whole body feeling like this?" She said, laughing snarkily at your suffering, at your whimpered attempts to get a breath through your nose, which was nose starting to run a bit somehow from the pain. Constant tears flow from your eyes. You have no control of it.
She says, "What's your favorite planet? I bet it's Uranus? Let's not leave that out. I've still got some hot juice here. And let's not forget the urethra, She runs her thumb up and down the outside of your urethra with this liquid, trying to dig in your pee-hole of your penis with the thumbnail part of her gloved hand, rubbing that stuff in. It takes a few seconds, but that sensitive urethra is now on fire. You start to get erect. She glares at your erection angrily and says, "How dare you!" You suffer pain from a punch to the testicle area, hitting the remnants of the right testicle and the bruised left testicle. Since you are making constant whimpers and groans, the noise does not change much from impact. She grabs a needle and jabs it into your left buttock. It hurts as she injects you with some cold material that makes your buttock feel cold. It is amazing you can feel the pain over the burning of your testicles.
Now, which hurts worse-- chemicals simulating burning testicles.... or burning a testicle? You fear great fear as you see that she has produced a needle and a cigarette lighter, burning the tip of the needle until it glows.
Then she jabs it and it burns. Burning hurt worse than the red pepper extract liquid, but only for a few seconds. The red pepper pain has stayed at a conscious tortuous level after the burning pain subsides. You wonder why you do not vomit at the smell of your burnt testicle.
"Uh-Oh" she says, "I ruined the hole I was squeezing the junk out of your testicle by cauterizing it." She said this in a dumb airhead voice, like Marilyn Monroe, but she wasn't cute at all when she did it. You notice against how disgusting and repulsive her face is and her fat arms with blobs of cottage cheese on them, as she fishes around in her bag.
"Here is the microdrill. This time we will do two holes. I used to open cans of pineapple juice to make punch at a job I worked at. If you open one hole, little comes out. Well. Good news! It's time to empty the contents of your testicle! And this may actually be the most painful part. Well, the most painful part so far. Not the most painful part of the whole thing. Don't worry, sweetheart. You will find out about that later." She winked at you, which was repulsive.
You endure the agony of a microdrill, like getting your teeth drilled without anesthesia, but in the balls, and honestly much worse than that. Then the pain increases again, as you feel her torture squeezing the tubules, blood vessels and nerves outside of your testicles.
Ouch.... Ooooh punches. You could believe the pain. But it is a relief after the squeezing. Aaaargh, she returns to the squeezes.
"I think that's just about it. You are a one-nutter now. Congratulations! Maybe you can collect disability, eunuch. I'd like to be there when you explain to your wife how this happened. Oh, I've got an idea."
You feel something wet above your penis, then, very painfully, on your scrotum, and look down and see her scribbling with a sharpie.
"I wrote, 'CHEATER' on you in a couple of places. So now you get to explain that to your wife."
Now, it's play time. Some of these tubules still have sensation and I can squish them around. She plays with bloody strings, pulling them up high and looking them, slapping and punching your remaining nut to force you to watch until you feel no more nut pain from it, but the pain of having a fresh wound tugged on as the tubules were pulled from other skin. Maybe she dragged this out for 10 minutes. Maybe 30. You were in too much agony to tell.
"Okay, now that you aren't feeling it anymore, I'm going to sew you up. There is some good news and some bad news. The bad news is that I am very skilled at stitches and I can sew you up where the line is almost invisible. But the good news is that I am going to use some of the ugliest sloppiest stitches possible just to make you look ugly and deformed. I'm going to sew your ball-sack up so your remaining ball is in there a bit tight and uncomfortable, with scrotal skin sewed inside you pressing on the nut at all times.. You might have some fertility issues with the remaining nut when I am done, because of the way I sewed it up. and I've got an extra squirt of sterilized hot sauce to put in there so you can remember what happened as you feel it."
If you hadn't gone through such an ordeal, you might have thought getting the stitches were the worst pain of your life. Before, you might have said you were at a ten for pain, but after the ball pain you just went through, this is just an eight with the burning from the old dose of pepper extract. But it does really, really hurt. But then the new red pepper extract kicks in, and you are in constant pain, a higher level of heat than before. It stings as she pats your sack with alcohol, then goes to work with that sharp, sharp needle? When will your suffering end?
"Okay now. I almost forgot."
Ow! Suddenly It stings! it stings!
"Ha ha ha ha! That was just a bit of lemon juice I just squirted on your wound to make you squirm."
Now, I am actually going to give you an injection to promote healing. When you were unconcious, I took your blood. I put it in a centrifuge, and I am giving you PRP treatment with some human growth hormone. Your plateletes and this other concoction will hopefully result in a more powerful gonad to take over the job of that other ball. This may make your ball more sensitive to pain and pleasure. Why would you do this you may ask? We aren't about increasing your pleasure, but later we want to have a very sensitive testicle to remove. So we will kidnap you ever so often to shoot you up to keep your testicle sensitive. You might not want to engage in squeeze play so your ball will be there for us to harvest.
"You may be thinking... harvest? Well, here are the rules. My organization has people at the police department and government agencies. If you report this as a crime, I am coming for that other nut of yours. I, or someone less attractive than myself, will ******** you, and actually **** you, and you will not enjoy that nearly as much as you enjoyed yourself today. Ha!"
"If you tell your wife this was nonconsensual, I will remove your other testicle. I Wiped you down and sewed you up with sterile string to prevent infection. If you go to the emergency room right after this, I will remove your other testicle. If you get an infection, you can go, but tell them this was self-inflicted and I will not remove a testicle if you tell them that that. This session was light on pain. The next session will not be."
"If I have to remove your testicle for noncompliance, I will also do to your son what I just did to you today. See that black shiny thing there by the light on the ceiling? That's a camera. I can send clips of what happened today without showing myself.... along with a history of our previous correspondence where you asked for your testicles to be busted... send it to your boss, your mom, and your wife if you do not comply with the rules. And notice, I actually bused your balls like you asked. I am going to remove the ball gag. If you plan to obey me about these things and not report me, say, 'I will obey.' otherwise, I will hammer a nail up your right toenail now. If you scream, I will take the other testicle. Wait, let me get your nut."
She grabs your remaining testicle and gets it in a hard squeeze, like you are used to from regular ball busting, but this time it hurts because of the wound in the scrotum and where the other ball used to be. She also has a grip on the sensitive inside part of the nut. This would have been a 10 on your previous pain scale. Now, maybe it's a 7.
Whimpering and trying not to yell, managing to take a breath, you screech out, "I will obey."
"Okay, that's it. You actually pooped the bed during the torture."
She puts on a rubber glove, grabs your excrement, and puts a brown chunk right on your nose.
"There, I put some on your face. That's what I think of you. That is what I think you are. I am going to untie you. You are going to let me out of that door. You will clean yourself up, check out of this hotel room, and drive yourself home."
She releases one wrist from it's restraint, leaving you to remove the rest.
You think of attacking her, but decide against it. Even moving a little hurts your ball sack. You manage to get the ball gag out of your mouth with one hand, leaving the other hand restrained until you are able to move a bit more, still struggling to breathe. The mucous subsides. Your eyes stop weeping.
You lay there, recovering emotionally for about a minute, hoping to muster the strength to take care of yourself. You are startled and scream a bit to see her bust the door open suddenly, again repulsed to see her face, the wart/mole, and hairs coming out of it. She's wearing a black leather coat. She removes it to reveal her dominatrix outfit and lots of flesh.... fat and cellulite.
"I forgot a few things, she says."
She slaps you in the face, as you lift your hand to block another slap, she grabs your remaining testicle, HARD.'
"You WILL put your hand back on the bedpost so I can restrain you again."
As if by itself, your arm rises up, obeying her voice again. She releases the painful squeeze she has on your nut right next to that awful wound.
"Open your mouth so I can put the ball gag in it."
Your mouth is closed until you feel a hard punch to your remaining testicle, at which time your mouth opens as you gasp for air. In goes the ball gag.
"I forgot the most painful part, crunching the seminal vesicles. This hurts worse than a **********, and I forgot to do it. Well, not really. I'm just messing with you. It's the best part!" She genuinely smiles with joy. " Do you remember what I said about your pain scale changing and your having a new 10? Well, I'm sure you had a new 10 before. That new 10 will be about a 6 after you feel this! HA!"
She gets out a pair of needle nosed pliers, but black and smooth where the metal gripping part would be.
"I had these special ordered for crunching seminal vesicles."
It hurts so bad as she quickly puts the pliers on one of the tubes right above where the ball used to be in your sack. The pain on the skin where the wound is hurts terribly, but you forget about that as you feel the next unbelievably intense jolt of pain. You hear a loud CRUNCH like crunching a bag of celery all at once. The pain... it was twice the worst nut pain you felt before, when she was squeezing the nut tubules out ten minutes earlier. Everything goes black, and you smell smelling salts.
"Uh-oh, I need to use the tip of this thing instead of the wide part. I can get more painful crunches out of the seminal vesicle that way. You also passed out. This time I will crunch a narrower bit, which will hurt just as much. Crunching less length lets me extend your agony. HA. I love to see the pain on your ugly face."
After She stares intently at you, so she can see your pained expression. You don't even try to disappoint. You do catch a glimpse of the horrific pain and horror on your face, your extended too-open jaw. Your face is so contorted you look like a much older man. Your eyes are wide open. Slowly you feel the pliers clamp down. She squeezes incredibly tight. Somehow she knows how to hold you at the maximum pain level before you pass out. You do not know if she kept you there for 10 minutes or 30 seconds. You start to disassociate from the pain.
"Uh-oh. That looks like subspace. Let's get you another shot of endorphin suppressant, shall we? I want you to feel this. I see you have a semi down there. You are enjoying this and I don't want you to. The shot has some prolactin to make the experience that much worse for you."
You feel miserable from the pain from your aching genital area, but relief because the crunching pain is gone. She injects your buttock from the side with a thick, painful horse needle.
She gets ten crunches out of you. She drags each crunch out, holding each there for several minutes. She told you she held you on the painful edge of a crunch for 10 minutes one time. You believed her. Somehow, you still feel your anus burning, and your right testicle, between the pain of crunches. Then she says,
"I left out one detail. At some point in your lifetime. It could be 10, 20, or 30 years from now, someone from our group of Revenge Feminists will collect your other testicle. By that time, we hope to have learned to double the pain we inflict. We are working on a brain monitor that detects pain levels to optimize the amount of pain we inflict, to minimize any pleasure, to prevent passing out. It allows for some rest periods if that increases the overall amount of suffering. Some of our heftier ladies can drag a nut crunch procedure out for two days. Those have a much higher risk of infection and death, so we usually save that for the second testicle so as not to waste the potential for pain. I'll put a note in your file to put you down for the longer procedure since you gave your balls to me in one of your text messages. It WILL happen. If you report us, cheat on your wife, or do something we do not like, we will take the testicle more quickly.. I mean earlier in your life. I will also take both your sons balls with the long procedure before he has any children if you report us. The testicle removal process will take a long time. I'm one of the faster, better-looking testicle collectors in our group. The only way out is to die first."
"Okay, now it is time for that intercourse you also requested!"
You contemplate this in great fear. With the damage done, this would be extremely painful. You feel unable to get erect. But you suspect she may inject you.
"While this has worked me up, I'm not really into men, so I'd prefer to have that hot blonde come back in here and do you."
While this is a bit less horrific, you realize, amidst the pain and burning from your ball sack, right nut, urethra, and anus, that you have no horniness or desire left in you. This blonde woman, as beautiful as she is, does not appeal to you at all. The comfort of having her against you while being tortured? There is no comfort in the idea.
"That way this will be full fledged adultery that you consented to. We can send the recordings to your wife, mom, and son, and we have the texts to prove you agreed to it." She pauses. "We may choose to send them right away, or use them as leverage. I could use an extra ten or twenty grand a year. "
This lady is really crossing a line now.
"Just kidding. Normally, it's a part of the routine, but I gave her the night off, and since we are only _required_ to do that during the next ball harvesting, and I'm not going to get much out of it, we will pass on that... this time. Of course, she might come to collect again before you are healed up fully, and we can film that."
She unstraps a wrist, and quickly leaves. This time, you get up as soon as you can, hobble to the door and lock it. You hobble to the sink and wash your face. You bundle the bloody sheets up and leave them on the bed. You begin to feel a bit nauseous.
You badly want to turn on the shower, get in the fetal position, and cry under the water, but the flow of the water would hurt too much and cause too much damage. Your nuts and urethra are burning so bad. You get a wash cloth and swab the outside of the urethra and the pee hole.
Your ball is gone, and you'll never use it again. It's right there in the sheets. You decide to take it and the gunk inside with you, to hide the evidence, to protect your testicle, to protect your son's testicle. You feel like such an idiot. How could you agree to something like this? You think to yourself, this is your fault. You agreed to it. You went along with it. You agreed to meet secretly in a hotel room with another woman. You had it coming. You think to yourself that you are a pervert and that you deserved it.
You catch a glimpse of your junk in the mirror. You see in the mirror written backwards right above your penis and on your remaining testicle "CHEATER". You get into the shower, crouching under the shower, weeping like a woman in a Lifetime movie after an assault, trying to figure out if it is fear or good sense that keeps you from turning on the shower. Then you realize, you need to get out of there before that mutilator returns, and while you cannot figure out if you really love her, or hate her, but you do not want to see her again.
You see there is a text from your wife. It's a flirty text. She wants you to come home right away, and she's expecting some 'action' tonight. She offers to 'play ball' with you first, like you always like.
The moral of the story is don't cheat on your wife, and don't let a stranger tie you up.