testiclats
05-30-2007, 07:40 PM
Disclaimer: The following are true stories that happened while I was a kid. I myself was a kid when they happened. I'm just thinking back, remembering what made me the way I am now. There were some pretty warped things that happened and I'm sure they affected me long-term. I'm curious if you guys had similar experiences. Trying to understand what makes us like this stuff. These are in no way fantasies that an adult should entertain.
The earliest ballbusting-related memories I have are just being very very afraid of being hit in the nuts. I remember learning at a young age (probably 8 years old or younger) that the testicles are the source of the male hormones that make a male, well, male. Also, that they are what allows you to make babies. I also remember girls in grade school in arguments saying things like "I'll rip your nuts off and make you a girl!" and stuff like that. So, I was well aware of the importance of testicles to being a man, and I had some idea that they were fragile. I remember as a child seeing movies or TV shows where someone gets hit in the nuts. Invariably there is a "crunch!" sound effect, or the guy talks in a high voice. I got the idea in my head that when they were hit in the balls, their manhood was damaged, or maybe their balls were crushed or something. I don't remember how, but I heard that testicles could be popped, ruining them. It was disturbing to me at the time and I was really scared of anything like that happening to me. I got the idea that testicles were very fragile and a simple kick in the nuts could break them, effectively un-manning the poor victim. Can you blame a kid for getting this impression, given some of the ridiculous portrayals of ballbusting found in pop culture, and lack of real information or education?
So, I started off with a sort of paranoia of being hit in the balls or having my balls damaged. One thing that made things worse was in grade school, there was a girl who went to my bus stop who liked to threaten guys with a kick in the nuts. She was my sister's friend. She used to threaten to kick me in the nuts for any minor annoyance or argument. This just made my fear worse.
It wasn't until junior high that I actually was hit in the nuts by someone. I was in choir, and there was a girl named Sarah that had a crush on me. She actually asked me to "go out" with her. She was very loud and obnoxious, and I didn't like her all that much, but I agreed to go out with her. She was a girl who would threaten guys with a kick to the nuts, and she would sometimes actually do it. I saw a few guys get lightly kicked in the nuts by her when they teased her, but they usually were laughing even though in pain, or they recovered quickly. I was kind of surprised, and I started to realize that being kicked in the nuts wasn't as bad as I had feared. I realized my own nuts were tougher than I thought they would be. However, I was still mortally afraid of the embarassment involved with being kicked in the nuts by a girl.
One time, we were at a choir competition where we were taken on a bus to another school. We arrived late and had to change quickly. There was only 1 small practice room, and the guys started changing. The adults weren't supervising us very well at all, because 2 or 3 of the girls decided to get brave and came into the practice room with us, including my girlfriend Sarah. There was some giggling and we felt very embarassed, letting the girls see our boxers, and seeing the girls in their underwear, but most of us turned the other way or at least pretended not to look. Sarah, however, started changing right in front of me, like she wanted me to see her in her bra and panties. I didn't know what to say or do so I just stripped down to my boxers and started putting on my tuxedo, while she was putting on her dress. While I was in my boxers I glanced at her a few times, and she said something like, "quit staring at my boobs!". Trying to be clever, I said "What boobs, you're flat!" Big mistake, she hesitated for a moment, then she snap-kicked me in the nuts. I have to say, my first kick in the nuts was quite a doozy. I was only in boxers and she really got me good. I was so embarassed I tried to pretend like it didn't hurt, and I said "you missed!" We were running late and it was an awkward moment, so we just finished dressing and went to our performance. I was kind of scared because I felt this sharp pain I wasn't familiar with, and the fingers of pain reached up into my stomach. I wondered if she had damaged my nuts, but I was way too embarassed to let anyone know.
Later, after the performance, I went in a bathroom stall and checked myself to make sure everything was intact. It's stupid, I know, but I didn't know any better. After that, everyone was going out to the bus. Everyone was kind of excited by the performance, and we were talking and laughing and stuff. Sarah came up to me, and put her arms on my shoulders, I thought she was going to give me a hug. She kneed me in the nuts! It hurt really bad and this time I couldn't pretend it didn't. I didn't say anything but I think she could tell. I sat on the bus and she came and sat next to me, and said "are you OK? I'm sorry!" and was being really nice to me. She said "I'm sorry, were they already sore? I hope you're OK, I heard if a guy gets hit too hard he can't have kids!" She asked me how much did it hurt, where did it hurt, how did it feel, etc. She seemed obsessed with it, but I didn't want to talk about it. After that I kind of avoided her and ended up breaking up with her.
My next experience was still in junior high. I was at a family reunion camping and one night we were out in the meadow playing hide and seek. I had a cousin my age, we were both around 15, and there was kind of a sexual tension between us. I know it sounds gross, but I guess I didn't know better at the time. It was mostly curiosity. We kind of had a crush on each other and liked to tease each other or talk about how babies were made, tell perverted jokes, etc. At one point, I don't remember what I said, but she said "I should kick you in the nuts!" and I said, if you do, I'll hit you in the boob! She faked like she was trying to kick me but I was running away and avoiding her, and faking punches at her boobs to scare her, but just pulling up short. At one point, she moved while I was doing a fake punch, and I ended up really hitting her in the boob. I was stunned and started to say, "I'm sorry!" but she reacted faster than me, and kicked me in the nuts really hard. I went down, and all my cousins laughed. It was really embarassing.
After the family reunion I went home with her family to stay the summer with them on the farm. I was going to work on the farm with my uncle to earn money in the summer, or something like that. It was supposed to be a good experience for me, I was kind of a problem teenager. I don't think anyone knew I was being perverted with my cousin or they might not have thought it was such a good idea lol. The car ride in the suburban was long and boring. Me and my cousin claimed the way back seat. At one point I was lying on the floor trying to sleep while my cousin was sitting on the bench reading a book, with her feet up on the seat in front of her. When she put her feet down, they were resting on my stomach, and she said "oops sorry" but I said "no that's OK" so she left them there. She would periodically get uncomfortable and put her feet up again, then take them down after a while. Well, being a perverted adolescent, I got the idea that if I moved up a foot or so, when she put her feet down they would be resting on my groin. I pretended to be sleeping, and gradually tried to shift my body upwards into position. I got in place, and after a while, she put her feet down again and they landed smack dab on my groin. Unfortunately, I let out a giggle, giving me away, and she said "you wierdo!" and pulled her feet back, hesistated for a second, made sure the others weren't looking, and stomped her heel down on my groin. I pretended like it hurt and made a face, and cupped my groin with my hands, but she actually only hit me on the pubic bone area, missing my nuts, unfortunately. I rolled over on my side and that was the end of it. We both knew we had to be careful not to go too far with our perverted games. It's like there was an unspoken understanding between us, we both wanted to touch and explore each other's private areas but we knew it was bad and we would get in trouble if we got caught, so we only did it in seemingly innocent ways or seemingly by accident.
For example, later during that stay there was an incident when we were both up late playing Nintendo. We were playing the original Final Fantasy game, in the basement, in the dark, in our pajamas (which for me was boxers and an undershirt). I was sitting on the couch with my legs length-wise on the couch and my cousin was on the floor. We were taking turns. It sounds stupid, final fantasy is a 1 player game, but we were taking turns. It was late and we were tired but trying to stay up. When it was my turn she sat on the other end of the couch, facing me, with her legs up on the couch next to mine. I started thinking perverted again, and started poking at her side with my feet. She was really ticklish, and she was laughing. I kept moving my feet, attacking one side, then the other, then on an impulse I tickled her right between the legs. She squeaked and I said, oh sorry I didn't mean to do that, pretending like it was an accident. She attacked me back with her own feet, tickling my stomach, then tickling between my legs, saying "oops sorry" but like me, she actually had done it on purpose, obviously. I didn't say anything, because I was nervous, but I decided to up the ante, and I spread my legs a litte like an invitation. Amazingly, she seemed to understand my signal, and she placed her bare foot squarely on my groin, feeling around with her toes, giggling quietly. I knew she was intensely curious about what boys had between their legs - She had no brothers, had never seen a boy naked, and had actually asked me before if boys had 2 balls or 3, because she didn't know. Anyway, for a second or two she explored with her foot, the only thing separating her bare foot from my privates being the thin fabric of my boxers. This was the most pleasurable thing that had happened to me up until then in my life, and I was absolutely silent, almost like I was afraid if I said anything the moment would end. Despite my nervousness, I started to get an erection. If she had kept feeling around longer, I might have had my first ejaculation, but no such luck. In her feeling around with her foot, she got one of my nuts under her toes and kind of pressed on it, meanwhile watching my face and grinning like she expected a reaction. I winced when she pressed, but didn't say anything, so she pressed harder, grinding my nut into my pelvis, like she was testing the limits to see what would hurt. I just winced, but didn't want to make any noise, at this point I was scared to death of being caught. She ground down on my nut for a couple seconds and I made a pained face, then she pulled back her foot a few inches, watching my face as if for approval, and then slammed her heel into my groin. I went OOF! and clutched my groin, and she giggled and said "Sorry, did that hurt? I forgot boys are sensitive there!". I said "yeah, that hurt really bad, you shouldn't do that or I might not be able to have kids!" She said "oh, sorry, I didn't know!", sounding genuinely sorry.
She had actually racked me pretty hard and we stopped, probably afraid of being too naughty. Unfortunately, or maybe fortunately, that was the last time we did anything like that. I guess it's a good thing I didn't get into some sexual thing with my cousin. She was at least as perverted as I was and probably would have let me. Then I would be even more messed up than I already am! LOL...
Anyway, those are some of the experiences that I think affected me growing up. Just wanted to share, see if you guys had similar experiences or if I am just wierd, or what. There have been other experiences but these are the ones that stand out the most in my mind. What to you think???
The earliest ballbusting-related memories I have are just being very very afraid of being hit in the nuts. I remember learning at a young age (probably 8 years old or younger) that the testicles are the source of the male hormones that make a male, well, male. Also, that they are what allows you to make babies. I also remember girls in grade school in arguments saying things like "I'll rip your nuts off and make you a girl!" and stuff like that. So, I was well aware of the importance of testicles to being a man, and I had some idea that they were fragile. I remember as a child seeing movies or TV shows where someone gets hit in the nuts. Invariably there is a "crunch!" sound effect, or the guy talks in a high voice. I got the idea in my head that when they were hit in the balls, their manhood was damaged, or maybe their balls were crushed or something. I don't remember how, but I heard that testicles could be popped, ruining them. It was disturbing to me at the time and I was really scared of anything like that happening to me. I got the idea that testicles were very fragile and a simple kick in the nuts could break them, effectively un-manning the poor victim. Can you blame a kid for getting this impression, given some of the ridiculous portrayals of ballbusting found in pop culture, and lack of real information or education?
So, I started off with a sort of paranoia of being hit in the balls or having my balls damaged. One thing that made things worse was in grade school, there was a girl who went to my bus stop who liked to threaten guys with a kick in the nuts. She was my sister's friend. She used to threaten to kick me in the nuts for any minor annoyance or argument. This just made my fear worse.
It wasn't until junior high that I actually was hit in the nuts by someone. I was in choir, and there was a girl named Sarah that had a crush on me. She actually asked me to "go out" with her. She was very loud and obnoxious, and I didn't like her all that much, but I agreed to go out with her. She was a girl who would threaten guys with a kick to the nuts, and she would sometimes actually do it. I saw a few guys get lightly kicked in the nuts by her when they teased her, but they usually were laughing even though in pain, or they recovered quickly. I was kind of surprised, and I started to realize that being kicked in the nuts wasn't as bad as I had feared. I realized my own nuts were tougher than I thought they would be. However, I was still mortally afraid of the embarassment involved with being kicked in the nuts by a girl.
One time, we were at a choir competition where we were taken on a bus to another school. We arrived late and had to change quickly. There was only 1 small practice room, and the guys started changing. The adults weren't supervising us very well at all, because 2 or 3 of the girls decided to get brave and came into the practice room with us, including my girlfriend Sarah. There was some giggling and we felt very embarassed, letting the girls see our boxers, and seeing the girls in their underwear, but most of us turned the other way or at least pretended not to look. Sarah, however, started changing right in front of me, like she wanted me to see her in her bra and panties. I didn't know what to say or do so I just stripped down to my boxers and started putting on my tuxedo, while she was putting on her dress. While I was in my boxers I glanced at her a few times, and she said something like, "quit staring at my boobs!". Trying to be clever, I said "What boobs, you're flat!" Big mistake, she hesitated for a moment, then she snap-kicked me in the nuts. I have to say, my first kick in the nuts was quite a doozy. I was only in boxers and she really got me good. I was so embarassed I tried to pretend like it didn't hurt, and I said "you missed!" We were running late and it was an awkward moment, so we just finished dressing and went to our performance. I was kind of scared because I felt this sharp pain I wasn't familiar with, and the fingers of pain reached up into my stomach. I wondered if she had damaged my nuts, but I was way too embarassed to let anyone know.
Later, after the performance, I went in a bathroom stall and checked myself to make sure everything was intact. It's stupid, I know, but I didn't know any better. After that, everyone was going out to the bus. Everyone was kind of excited by the performance, and we were talking and laughing and stuff. Sarah came up to me, and put her arms on my shoulders, I thought she was going to give me a hug. She kneed me in the nuts! It hurt really bad and this time I couldn't pretend it didn't. I didn't say anything but I think she could tell. I sat on the bus and she came and sat next to me, and said "are you OK? I'm sorry!" and was being really nice to me. She said "I'm sorry, were they already sore? I hope you're OK, I heard if a guy gets hit too hard he can't have kids!" She asked me how much did it hurt, where did it hurt, how did it feel, etc. She seemed obsessed with it, but I didn't want to talk about it. After that I kind of avoided her and ended up breaking up with her.
My next experience was still in junior high. I was at a family reunion camping and one night we were out in the meadow playing hide and seek. I had a cousin my age, we were both around 15, and there was kind of a sexual tension between us. I know it sounds gross, but I guess I didn't know better at the time. It was mostly curiosity. We kind of had a crush on each other and liked to tease each other or talk about how babies were made, tell perverted jokes, etc. At one point, I don't remember what I said, but she said "I should kick you in the nuts!" and I said, if you do, I'll hit you in the boob! She faked like she was trying to kick me but I was running away and avoiding her, and faking punches at her boobs to scare her, but just pulling up short. At one point, she moved while I was doing a fake punch, and I ended up really hitting her in the boob. I was stunned and started to say, "I'm sorry!" but she reacted faster than me, and kicked me in the nuts really hard. I went down, and all my cousins laughed. It was really embarassing.
After the family reunion I went home with her family to stay the summer with them on the farm. I was going to work on the farm with my uncle to earn money in the summer, or something like that. It was supposed to be a good experience for me, I was kind of a problem teenager. I don't think anyone knew I was being perverted with my cousin or they might not have thought it was such a good idea lol. The car ride in the suburban was long and boring. Me and my cousin claimed the way back seat. At one point I was lying on the floor trying to sleep while my cousin was sitting on the bench reading a book, with her feet up on the seat in front of her. When she put her feet down, they were resting on my stomach, and she said "oops sorry" but I said "no that's OK" so she left them there. She would periodically get uncomfortable and put her feet up again, then take them down after a while. Well, being a perverted adolescent, I got the idea that if I moved up a foot or so, when she put her feet down they would be resting on my groin. I pretended to be sleeping, and gradually tried to shift my body upwards into position. I got in place, and after a while, she put her feet down again and they landed smack dab on my groin. Unfortunately, I let out a giggle, giving me away, and she said "you wierdo!" and pulled her feet back, hesistated for a second, made sure the others weren't looking, and stomped her heel down on my groin. I pretended like it hurt and made a face, and cupped my groin with my hands, but she actually only hit me on the pubic bone area, missing my nuts, unfortunately. I rolled over on my side and that was the end of it. We both knew we had to be careful not to go too far with our perverted games. It's like there was an unspoken understanding between us, we both wanted to touch and explore each other's private areas but we knew it was bad and we would get in trouble if we got caught, so we only did it in seemingly innocent ways or seemingly by accident.
For example, later during that stay there was an incident when we were both up late playing Nintendo. We were playing the original Final Fantasy game, in the basement, in the dark, in our pajamas (which for me was boxers and an undershirt). I was sitting on the couch with my legs length-wise on the couch and my cousin was on the floor. We were taking turns. It sounds stupid, final fantasy is a 1 player game, but we were taking turns. It was late and we were tired but trying to stay up. When it was my turn she sat on the other end of the couch, facing me, with her legs up on the couch next to mine. I started thinking perverted again, and started poking at her side with my feet. She was really ticklish, and she was laughing. I kept moving my feet, attacking one side, then the other, then on an impulse I tickled her right between the legs. She squeaked and I said, oh sorry I didn't mean to do that, pretending like it was an accident. She attacked me back with her own feet, tickling my stomach, then tickling between my legs, saying "oops sorry" but like me, she actually had done it on purpose, obviously. I didn't say anything, because I was nervous, but I decided to up the ante, and I spread my legs a litte like an invitation. Amazingly, she seemed to understand my signal, and she placed her bare foot squarely on my groin, feeling around with her toes, giggling quietly. I knew she was intensely curious about what boys had between their legs - She had no brothers, had never seen a boy naked, and had actually asked me before if boys had 2 balls or 3, because she didn't know. Anyway, for a second or two she explored with her foot, the only thing separating her bare foot from my privates being the thin fabric of my boxers. This was the most pleasurable thing that had happened to me up until then in my life, and I was absolutely silent, almost like I was afraid if I said anything the moment would end. Despite my nervousness, I started to get an erection. If she had kept feeling around longer, I might have had my first ejaculation, but no such luck. In her feeling around with her foot, she got one of my nuts under her toes and kind of pressed on it, meanwhile watching my face and grinning like she expected a reaction. I winced when she pressed, but didn't say anything, so she pressed harder, grinding my nut into my pelvis, like she was testing the limits to see what would hurt. I just winced, but didn't want to make any noise, at this point I was scared to death of being caught. She ground down on my nut for a couple seconds and I made a pained face, then she pulled back her foot a few inches, watching my face as if for approval, and then slammed her heel into my groin. I went OOF! and clutched my groin, and she giggled and said "Sorry, did that hurt? I forgot boys are sensitive there!". I said "yeah, that hurt really bad, you shouldn't do that or I might not be able to have kids!" She said "oh, sorry, I didn't know!", sounding genuinely sorry.
She had actually racked me pretty hard and we stopped, probably afraid of being too naughty. Unfortunately, or maybe fortunately, that was the last time we did anything like that. I guess it's a good thing I didn't get into some sexual thing with my cousin. She was at least as perverted as I was and probably would have let me. Then I would be even more messed up than I already am! LOL...
Anyway, those are some of the experiences that I think affected me growing up. Just wanted to share, see if you guys had similar experiences or if I am just wierd, or what. There have been other experiences but these are the ones that stand out the most in my mind. What to you think???