Another one of my fantasies
I am visiting a country like Mexico and I go to a brothel to look for some women. When I get there all the women are occupied except for a rather plump forty something, who looks like she should have retired a few years ago.
She looks at me and approaches she starts speaking in spanish and making money signs. I turn to leave and she grabs my waist with one hand and starts carressing my groin. Although she is not much to look at I start to get hard. She notices this and starts to negotiate fees again I pretend I do not understand. She decides a different tack and starts squeezing my balls harder and harder until I pay up. I leave the house badly hurt and she just laughs.
strapon and ball crushing
(one of) my own fantasy(ies) is basic; to be fucked by a fairly muscled lady with a strapon dildo who would crush my balls in her strong hands at the same time.
I'm still hetero (that means I've never had, and almost never desired, homosexual relations) but some aspects of my fantasy question me: why is the lady muscled, which is more a manly characteristic? Why do I ask her to crush my balls (and to destroy my manhood)?