Originally Posted by
jum-jum
My first real love interest, was a skater girl. She was beautiful and envied by many girls, she had a rough backstory and I wished to be her prince in shining amour. Yet as a kid a was too stupid to know how to be there for her. But I talked to her, and hung out with her at the school's skating ramps.
I must have been like 13 or 14 and in our school we had to take of our outside clothes before entering our home-room (I'm in europe so this may sound weird). After one break I was late, but so was she so we met and being alone with her she engaged me in some sort of discussion (too long ago to remember). But she did take me by the shoulders, having a crush on her I was like pudding in her hands and allowed her to maneuver me. She smiled and my boy-self was ecstatic being so close to her and missed the fact that I was being slowly pushed up against the wall. And without further notice she knees me in the balls a few times, before laughing and then running upstairs to our home room.
It's weird, and I only now as an adult know that she probably did it because it was an awkward way of creating a connection between us, and if I had been smarter I would probably have been able to become her boyfriend; but alas I was young and stupid and did not understand the opposite sex at all and was mostly baffled at everything they did. What I did know and think was that they loved to cause testicular pain ^^
She was the first one to knee me in the balls, and I am sure she is responsible for much of my current kink-self. For me, the way to my boy heart was apparently thru my balls xD