Hi all

For those of you not familiar with my "drama," things still going wonderfully in the sexual area with my wife, and still geared exclusively to ballbusting as a "foreplay" activity.

Remarkable how I needed viagra or cialys to get and stay hard from 2000 - 2006, BUT since last summer, I haven't needed it at ALL. It's all about the emotions in my case (guilt and anxiety was disabling my erectile function).

In any case, we are having sex a minimum 4x a week this past two months, up from 3x this year. I would estimate that we have had more intercourse in 2007 so far than we had in the last 6-8 years. No exaggeration. We are in our 50s, so that is great news.

This weekend, our "heat" and circumstances allowed me to take, for the first time, five backhand "fists" just prior to entry.

I was on my knees, just over my wife (missionary), about to go in, and she reached down and began slapping my balls in an upward motion. I reached down, turned her palm face down, balled it into a fist for her, and indicated an upward motion. (Apologies to all you "Topping from the bottom"-centric folks. As I've noted, I am a masochist, but not a submissive.)

She then punched up once, I winced. She gestured for me to stroke my cock. She then hit again, harder. I stroked, she hit again, harder, then twice more.

Amazing. The pain radiated through my thighs and gut, but I got hard as a rock, and we have what I call "911 Sex."

From what she says, this works wonderfully for her, and our rhythm and frequency would indicate the same. She and I both agreed that this was the hardest she has hit me to date. My state of excitement during all this definitely contributed to my ability to take more.

My question -- and she asked this too -- what could be done for her to easily apply pain to my balls DURING intercourse, that SHE can control? We have a pinprick parachute, to which I was thinking of attaching some kind of Rube Goldberg contraption, but ideal would be a "chinese handcuff" of some kind that the tighter she pulled, the tighter it would squeeze, or crush the balls.

Purple Passion in NY had nothing really good. Maybe one of the more gay-oriented shops (Leatherman, etc.) in the Village would work. I saw a wire-mesh device for the cock that seems to be interesting, but it is very expensive and not adaptable to the balls.

Any suggestions?

Thank you for listening and caring.

shamed

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