Well, as I told, you, I am also a bit ashamed about this pervertedness...
It would indeed make me feel sad, it's not so easy to give up the dick. On the other hand, if the girl(s) would remind me every day that they wanted this and that I had to do it for her, it might be soothing. Without balls, the teasing and torture of desire without quench would be lost, only the memories would remind me that I was different in old days. Definitely, the passion would be lost. That would be another kind of sadness. WITH balls it would be more kind of madness
. Being horny but just nothing there to stimulate, only a handful of air
... If it were your dickless boy, would you sometimes grab or caress his well accessible balls? Would you try to bring him to orgasm or just keep him "a little" tensed...? You seem to be that gentle, but in a forum like this, there might also be some people who would fantasise about a little punishment by slapping or even kicking those even more naked balls..
So you would whisper into his ears about being dickless? How yould you tease?
I would also be interested if your fantasy is about the cutting or about possessing a dickless darling, or both? Would you leave a little stump or have him completely smooth? Would you send him to surgery for a clean operation or would you like to actually cut (which, in reality would probably be no real fun for either sideunless you like lots of blood). Would you keep the dick in a jar or would this be not important or even disgusting to you? (You could present that trophy to someone...)
We have to thank you for your openness and contributions and we are very honored to have you here, "Miss LilShelly"![]()