I guess it's normal to wonder what it would be like if your fantasy came true. So I have wondered, what would it be like for me to be tied down to an operating table by an all woman surgical team, and to look up and see standing over me a very beautiful sexy woman surgeon, her sleeves rolled up above her elbows, and to watch her ********** me? To look up into her eyes as she kills my testicles and my manhood is destroyed at her hands.

I've wondered how long it would take her or how long she would take to perform the operation. How much pain would there be? What would it feel like with both my balls out of my scrotum and in her hands? Or as she clamps, ties off, and cuts the testicle cords? Would I have an erection? Would I cum or might she make me cum while she is performing the ********** surgery on me and what would that feel like?

What would it be like physically, sexually, and emotionally while undergoing surgical ********** performed by a very beautiful sexy woman?

Also, what would it be like afterword personally serving and worshipping her as her very own personal eunuch slave ********* at her hands? What would it be like personally serving and worshipping the woman who had performed the ********** surgery on me?

I have not wondered about it enough to go out and find a woman and have her roll up her sleeves and cut my nuts out for real, but I have wondered.

Does anyone have any thoughts or ideas about this, about what any of this would really be like?