Altamesa:

At Eunuch Archive (Eunuch.Org) in the stories archive read the stories written by Hereunuch. I wrote those stories when I had a membership there under the username Hereunuch. My stories like my femdom ********** fantasies are very in depth and detailed.

In my femdom ********** fantasies I am always dressed in a long sleeve shirt with my sleeves down and my arms covered completely to my hands in long sleeves. The castratrix is also wearing a long sleeve shirt, and she rolls up her sleeves rolling them up above her elbows and she performs the ********** surgery on me with her sleeves rolled up above her elbows. I think the sleeve fetish has to do with symbols of female power and female dominance, and male weakness and male submission to women.

The woman ********** me always performs the ********** surgically the way a surgeon would remove the testicles or the way a veterinarian would surgically neuter a large male dog, but with no anesthesia or at most with only a mild local anesthetic so I am fully awake the whole time she is doing it. She performs the ********** very very slowly, skillfully, and omnipotently. Throughout the operation she describes in detail to the women assisting her and the women watching it each step in the ********** surgery as she performs it, and she and the other women talk among themselves about all kinds of things having to do with **********, what it is, why she is doing it to me, what I will be and what I will be like when she is done and why I will be that way. I have a huge erection and she ****** me to cum once or twice while she is performing the ********** surgery on me, and then one final cum after she has cut them off and my manhood has been destroyed at her hands. You can imagine what all this would be like for a man physically, emotionally, and sexually.

As she performs the ********** surgery on me, the castratrix becomes and is God Herself (as in God is female, God is Goddess) and I worship her totally as she cuts my nuts out, worship of her that will continue forever after the operation. ********* at her hands, I forever worship her and forever belong completely to her. So to me there is a very very strong spiritual aspect to my femdom ********** fantasies.

The idea of this kind of total power, total destruction, total control held and wielded only by women is a very big turnon for me. The fact that it is permanent and forever, and of being completely under the power and at the mercy of a woman in this way is a total turnon for me. It is certainly the ultimate in female power and dominance, and male weakness and submission. The idea of God is female and God is a woman that kind of total female power and dominance over me and of my total male weakness and submission to her. I have never been comfortable at all with images of God as male, I'm only comfortable with images of God as female, and like I said there is something very deeply spiritual about it to me about femdom surgical ********** performed by a woman in terms of a female Goddess spirituality.

I'm not sure if your boyfriend has any of these kinds of feelings about it, but I hope this helps you to better understand femdom ********** fantasies and what's going on in them and why.

I would appreciate hearing your thoughts and feelings about femdom ********** and femdom ********** fantasies from a women's perspective, and from the perspective of a woman who has had experience with a man who has femdom ********** fantasies.