
Originally Posted by
bashballs
ive never concidered it to be self busting when it is a womans will, and instruction guiding the activity. i always felt like she was using the available tools to bust me... me. it is a completley different head space from when masturbating, and watching vidio clips or looking at pictures and such that have nothing directly to do with you.
for about a year and a half (this was quite a while ago) i had a Mistress in germany, who was extreemly brutal, and often pushed me past what i would have wanted to do on my own, and did things i wouldnt have thought of or wanted on my own either. she had me put a metal ring around my balls, that had to be ****** on as it is, and would pound crush ect, till my balls were so swolen they were trapped in the ring. it was almost like a BB. wedding ring, and had me thinking about her every waking moment, as my balls ached nearly every day, all day for a year and a half!
i diddnt feel at all as if i was doing it to myself. it was just that she couldnt actually reach me in california from her home in germany. she even got a cell plan that allowed unlimited calling to the states so she could hear my suffering as it hapened.
but alass, she had a baby, and felt guilty about being a new mommy, and doing really vicious and perverted stuff at the same time. best long distance long term Mistress for me of all time.