I had suggested to my regular ball buster that she tie me down and squeeze my balls until the tears run out of eyes. We agree that safewords are a waste of time, and we have kind of agreed on gagging me. Now she is taunting me, last time we got together she called me "Chicken Shit" over and over, and was pretty upset when I got scared and wouldn't let her squeeze me hard. She now insists I have to be gagged and tightly bound. It's always been a fanasty for me to have my nuts squeezed without mercy, no limits. Now that I have the chance, I'm kind of afraid. Has anyone been there, done that as far as no holds barred squeezing (using a woman's hand, not a tool)?