Girls ballbusting me led to varicoceles and broken nuts

[harold]

well, let me just start off by saying that my ex-girlfriend was completely new to female domination before her and i hooked up and i recall the first time i explained to her my desires to be dominated by her that she was uneasy but i could tell she was intrigued by the idea; the way her open-ended questions kept seeking further information about what this lifestyle could be like validated what i was feeling inside that she "could get used to this" sort to speak.

i would have to say that while her and i were really close and the relationship was on good terms, i can tell she never had a real desire to actually cause me any lasting damage even though the bruises, welts and marks would sometimes last 2 weeks or so to heal up. our activities ranged from light to hard ballbusting with and without shoes to light to very hard trampling and jumping with spiked heeled shoes ranging from my stomach to my face. there were a few times she would comment before she started kicking my balls how she was going to "fuck my balls up" if i didn't submit by using a safety word. there were a few other facets of domination she would subject me to that aren't related to my injuries and aren't really related to ballbusting so i will keep it out of this post. if there is interest, send me a message.

to make what could be a long story short, i could tell after we broke up and started to see each other off and on for the next couple of months, her demeanor had changed and perhaps it was just all in my head but i could see she would concentrate on her aim in kicking me in the nuts dead on and they would be much more devastating to which she would add while i was on the floor yelping and gasping for air, "did it hurt?", "i told you i was going to fuck your balls up", and other things similar in nature.

when i e-mailed her about my discoveries, she called me up to laugh and congratulate herself on how she ruined my nuts. she told me that's what my "bitch ass" gets.

i hope i answered your question in a little more detail.

Thanks for such a detailed answer.

It's interesting that you created quite a sadist from a girl with no prior femdom experience. Maybe this should give us all hope!

Get well soon! (Then you can do it all again)

[MagnumXL9Jock2Bust]

It is surprising what a woman with no prior experience is capable of being in a short period of time. My current girlfriend had never heard of this type of fetish but she wanted to try it for me. Now she wants to do it every night and will try to sneak a few random tags here and there. I have been into busting for nearly ten years and have had no problems with test levels or anything but the stomping has mostly been barefoot. Hopefully you have a successfulsurgery! I'm sure if I were to break up with my current girl I would be in a similar situation and she would laugh about it. She fantasizes about ********** me sometimes she has admitted...

[slavejes81]

Well, it's been two days now since my surgery and my surgeon tells me the operation was very successful with no complications.

He informed me that he didn't realize I had so many varicoceles but after inspecting me under the microscope he was able to tie them all off to keep the blood from pooling around my testicle and to allow proper flow.

I'm been almost in constant pain for the last two days and it doesn't feel much different from when a girl kicks me in the nuts really hard but the difference is the recovery from those kicks come much faster than this procedure has.


If you have any questions, please let me know and I'll keep a few updates of my progress on the forum.

[stman]

I'm curious to follow up with people who've had this problem. I just got varicoceles this summer, and ironically, it was right before I was set up to have my first wickedly awesome BB session in years.. oh, the irony.. more waiting now.

Been in pain for a few months (since June) but it is dying down slowly, and I think I might be up for trying some light and brief BB again soon. But I may end up having surgery next year if things don't improve, so I'm wondering how many people here have faced that and how it affects their passion for ballbusting.

I personally think I'd go nuts (pun intended) if I had to abstain from this fetish for good. I've waited too much already! Surely there must be safer ways..

[slavejes81]

It's been 90 days since my operation now. Blood test are showing my Testosterone and free T to be within normal range now and ultrasounds show no more signs of any medium or large Varicoceles.

So far the hardest things I've had to cope with is my lack of sleep which i believe is attributed to all the extra Testosterone my nuts are producing now that they haven't been for years and my body had just been used to less for so long.

As far as getting into ballbusting again with my girlfriend; I will abstain for now and possibly for quite some time (thinking ~25 years) lucky for me I also love high heel trampling which is less destructive so long as her high heel doesn't come stomping down on my xiphoid process.

I'll probably volunteer as a video slave some day (far from now) and those girls can be ruthless and merciless. I know Ballbusting will be there whenever I choose to volunteer my nuts again for girls to kick them. I already miss it but I missed the testosterone more.

I wish there was more data correlating Ballbusting w/ Varicoceles as it pertains to rate of incidence but I guess it's just not so common.

Any questions, I'll be happy to answer.

[slavejes81]

i think they are coming back after having my g/f kick me a couple of times. i'm scared.

the pain is lingering as i write!

[teapot42]

i think they are coming back after having my g/f kick me a couple of times. i'm scared.

the pain is lingering as i write!

I know it would be tricky, but did you discuss ballbusting with your surgeon? I don't know what the difference is between a variocele and a hydrocele in terms of repait but I was told that the surgery for the latter would in effect weaken the testicles from future impacts and make recurrence more likely.