REBECCA's thread

I just wanted a thread dedicated to our new female member Rebecca. All the other girls seem to have had threads about them so why not our becky? She first posted in the ball biting thread:

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Originally Posted by Rebecca

Hi

I've just joined this site, and what I've seen so far is great!

I thought I'd post here first as I LOVE using my mouth/teeth on a set of nuts. I like to suck the nut into my mouth, and then pull my mouth away from the man, ******* his nut to slip past my teeth. But it doesn't slip by easily. :-)

Rebecca

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That got my attention!

She’s been kind enough to stick a photo of herself up too. I notice that she’s changed this to a black and white image recently. I like the new photo Rebecca – you look hot but stern. These are two qualities that will, no doubt, be rather popular on this forum.

I was even more intrigued by your second and fifth posts:

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Originally Posted by Rebecca

I love the notion of a man getting his nuts removed by whatever non-surgical means.

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Originally Posted by Rebecca

I have many ********** fantasies, and have read about many different ways to remove a male's parts. <snip>

I have discussed different techniques/ways with girlfriends and had some good laughs over the more ridiculous ones. Some of the ones I've read about which acutally happened were quite imaginative.

I wouldn't really do it of course. Well, maybe to a ****** or a child molester, but I do love the fantasy of it.

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Most [of the far too few] women that do like ballbusting certainly don’t love the notion of a man having his nuts (and/or penis) removed. Sara enjoyed threatening this but I think you only share a love of this particular topic with Silvia and Snoodle. I’m actually quite curious about why you like this idea? Girls that fantasise about this sort of thing are very rare!

Your most recent [re-]post was:

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Originally Posted by Rebecca

I have kicked a lot of guys in the nuts <snip> There are others tales involving other boys besides my brothers, but that's not for this thread

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Please tell us more. This thread is ideal for it! We’d love to hear more of your stories and to learn more about why you like to hurt testicles. :ibow4u:

Many thanks,
Tom

:bananad:WELCOME REBECCA:bananad:

I love the idea of playing with a woman that has a ********** fetish :cryingblu Don’t get me wrong, I want to KEEP my balls where they are but I must admit that the danger element of women that has such fantasies is a real turn on for me. I don’t know why :confused: maybe I’m just wired bad (I assume a few others feel this way too).

Anyway, I’d just like to say that I’m glad you’re here too :thumbup I would love to hear more from you. :wooow

DB

PS. It’s a real shame that they decided not to continue at http://prodomination.com/ due to government regulations :( Please support their legal defense project. Those guys used to have some choice REALLY hard ball busting. The real player movie at the link below was a real fave of mine. She really gives it to him for over an hour. I bet he was very sore the next day!

http://www.sendspace.com/file/istl0b

The quality isn’t the best but the ball torture is relentless. I couldn’t stand some of those clamps on any part of my body as it takes two hands to open them – OUCH! :eek:

Hi Rebecca :bananawin

You're very lovely Rebecca. :iluvu:

I was just wondering if you got my PM Rebecca.

Thank you everyone for the kind words! :)

Just to clarify so there is no confusion, I'm not some kind of man-hater or anything. Oh just the opposite. But I do love some of the power aspects of the topics here.

To address some things I've been sent via messages; I am not single, I don't really want to chat about the stuff here (unless you happen to really intrigue me with a means/aspect of this subject that I've never considered) except in the forum, and I will not send any pictures of myself to anyone.
No one has been rude to me in the messages or anything. I just wanted to establish these ground rules. I hope that's fair.

I will be posting more tales, pics, etc as time permits.

Thanks again.

Rebecca

P.S. Not that you could have possibly known this (so please don't apologise), but I hate being called Becky! :)

Welcome aboard Rebecca.

I'm not into ballbusting at all as such. I'm into femdom ********** where the ********** is performed by a woman. I have fantasies in which a group of women manhandle me onto some kind of operating table, then one of the women rolls up her sleeves and she surgically castrates me very slowly and skillfully performing the ********** the way a surgeon would do it.

I was wondering what your thought and feeling are about surgical ********** and the surgical removal of a man's testicles. I was also wondering what your thoughts and feelings are about my femdom surgical ********** fantasies I've described.

When someone has certain kinds of fantasies and fetishes and has them over a long time, I think there is something much deeper that person is searching for through those fantasies and fetishes than what appears on the surface. So I'm trying to figure out what it is I'm really searching for through my femdom ********** fantasies and fetishes.

I'm very glad we have female members here who, like yourself, are willing to post and share their thoughts, feelings, ideas, etc. When we talk about things like ballbusting, or femdom **********, most of the time we only hear from men who have fantasies about a woman ballbusting him or fantasies about a woman ********** him.

Very rarely if ever do we hear from women who have fantasies in which she herself ballbusts a man, or tortures his cock and balls, or fantasies in which she herself castrates a man. I'm sure there are such women out there, but we rarely hear from them on these subjects. So most of the time Rebecca, we only get half the story or half the picture, only from the men's perspective.

I've said for a long time that we need to also hear from the women who have these kinds of fantasies and fetishes and such. We really need to have the whole story and the whole picture, and the only way to get that is for women who have femdom ballbusting fantasies and women who have femdom ********** fantasies and fetishes to share their fantasies, thought, and feelings. So with that in mind Rebecca, again welcome aboard.

Hi Castratrix's pet.

If by surgical ********** you mean with anesthetic, it does not appeal to me at all! I definitely have some ********** type fantasies, but they are usually males who warrant it, like rapists, child molesters etc. And in those cases, the use of anesthetic would seem unacceptable to me.

I have to ask, and there is no disrespect intended; what is this thing with the rolled up sleeves all about? I've read your posts in other threads, and that seems to be a common trait of your fantasy.
I'm not judging. We all have peculiar traits to our fantasies, but I just wondered where you think that aspect stems from.

Rebecca

[QUOTE=Rebecca;36579]Hi Castratrix's pet.

If by surgical ********** you mean with anesthetic, it does not appeal to me at all! I definitely have some ********** type fantasies, but they are usually males who warrant it, like rapists, child molesters etc. And in those cases, the use of anesthetic would seem unacceptable to me.[Quote]

I mean surgical ********** without anesthetic. I mean surgical ********** where the man is wide awake and conscious, he sees the castratrix and knows he is being ********* at the hands of a woman, and he feels and experiences fully everything she is doing to him, and he does so during the entire time she is performing the ********** surgery on him. Also she masturbates me ******* me to cum for the last time while she is performing the ********** surgery on me, and again just after she cuts off my last testicle, She does not do it for my pleasure, but simply as a clinical thing to drain me dry of male fluids. By the way, I think of and worship God exclusively as female, as Goddess. In my fantasies, as she performs the ********** surgery on me, the castratrix becomes and is God Herself. I'm not sure what that means, but it's what I feel in this fantasy.

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Originally Posted by Rebecca

I have to ask, and there is no disrespect intended; what is this thing with the rolled up sleeves all about? I've read your posts in other threads, and that seems to be a common trait of your fantasy.
I'm not judging. We all have peculiar traits to our fantasies, but I just wondered where you think that aspect stems from.

Rebecca

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I think the sleeve thing has to do with dominance/submission, power/weakness.

Me in a long sleeve shirt with my sleeves down and my arms covered completely to my hands in long sleeves symbolizes and enhances my sense of my weakness and submission to and worship of the woman who is ********** me.

To me, a woman wearing a long sleeve shirt with her sleeves rolled up above her elbows seems somehow more powerful, dominant, omnipotent, and goddess-like. So in my femdom ********** fantasies, the woman who is ********** me is wearing a long sleeve shirt, and she rolls up her sleeves rolling them up above her elbows to perform the ********** surgery on me. So to me, the castratrix having her sleeves rolled up symbolizes and enhances my sense of her as powerful, dominant, omnipotent, and goddess-like.

So I think the whole sleeves thing has to do with female dominance/male submission, female power and omnipotence/male weakness. I hope that answers your question.

Looks like you have a few fans here Rebecca :)

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Originally Posted by Rebecca

Not that you could have possibly known this (so please don't apologise), but I hate being called Becky! :)

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LMAO. I just knew it. All the Rebbeccas I know HATE being called Becky. I just couldn’t help myself. I guess

I deserve a kick in the balls for that….. ;)

Rebecca,
My advice would be to ignore C’Pet as has systematically pissed of almost every woman on this board with his creepiness. If you give him the time of day he’ll just go on and on and on and on…….

If you do happen to meet up with him can I ask that you do us all a favour by cutting off his head as well as his balls :thumbup
Cheers,
Bok

Oh..... and that's a great movie Banjo :thumbup
Got any more like it?

Bok,

I like your basic idea. :D However, I would recommend that any girl that encounters C'pet, forget about his balls and just go quickly for the head. We've got to keep our priorities straight man. Come to think of it, a man could do it just as well. So whoever finds him first, remember, keep your priorities straight!

ROFLMAO!

poolman2

Rebecca,

I wholeheartedly agree with 4th. You, as well as each of the other ladies on this forum should each have your own thread.

I love your avatar. I don't know if it's actually your picture, but I still like having an image to associate with the name and personna.

I have enjoyed your posts. I hope you post more of your experiences with your brothers, boyfriends, and husband. I also hope your SO shares your interests.

poolman2 :bananajum

Hey guys, about my last post in this thread, Rebecca asked me some questions about my sleeves fetish and I just answered her questions.

About my femdom ********** fantasies, most people who have sexual fantasies like ballbusting or ********** just accept the fact that they have those fantasies and enjoy them. But I'm the kind of person who wants to know why I have these femdom ********** fantasies and fetishes, what caused them, what am I really searching for through them.

I think there is something I'm searching for through my femdom ********** fantasies, something deeper than what appears on the surface, more than just physically a woman rolling up her sleeves and cutting my nuts out then making me her slave. I want to know what it is my femdom ********** fantasies and fetishes and the details in those fantasies and fetishes symbolize that I'm really searching for through them.

I'm trying to get women's insights into that as well because I feel women would have and can provide insights into it that men cannot.

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Originally Posted by Castratrix's pet

Hey guys, about my last post in this thread, Rebecca asked me some questions about my sleeves fetish and I just answered her questions.

I'm trying to get women's insights into that as well because I feel women would have and can provide insights into it that men cannot.

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You're right! I did ask, so don't worry about how others view your reply.

I have no idea why you associate women in long sleeves with your ********** fantasy. I can offer no insight whatsoever.
In my fantasies, I don't have on long sleeves, because I have nothing on! :)

Rebecca

I like the way Rebecca wants to be dressed (or undressed) better.

Thanks for the good comments and posts, Rebecca.

I think most women are ball-busters, it is just that many of them don't know it. I met a girl on Saturday and we ended up outside the bar in the my car. She told me she couldn't be "mean" but we found something she could do and I could tell that she really enjoyed it. She gave me a hand job and squeezed my balls one at a time. It was great even though my cock is fairly beat up now from all the attention with no lube or anything.

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In my fantasies, I don't have on long sleeves, because I have nothing on! :)

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omg. :cryingblu

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I can offer no insight whatsoever.
Rebecca

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I wasn't looking for insights into my sleeves fetish, I think I know the symbolism behind that which I explained to you.

What I am looking for some women's insights into are my femdom ********** fantasies. Women's insights into men's fantasies of surgical ********** performed on them by a woman. Why might I have such fantasies? Is there something I'm searching for through these fantasies, something more than just the fantasy of a woman cutting my nuts out?

I think maybe I'm searching for the same things through my femdom ********** fantasies that others here are searching for through ballbusting. It's just that in my case the form it has taken is of a woman surgically destroying my manhood by cutting my nuts out.

I think that those who enjoy ballbusting, the men who enjoy being busted and the women who enjoy busting, are maybe searching for something through femdom ballbusting. Men who are busted and women who bust both get sexual and emotional enjoyment and pleasure from ballbusting. So long as they get that enjoyment or pleasure they are satisfied with it. They don't stop to ask, "Why do I do this, why do I enjoy it, what am I really searching for here?"

I ask what it is I'm searching for through my femdom ********** fantasies. In the same way others here could ask, "What is it I'm really searching for through femdom ballbusting?"

Rebecca, you seem to enjoy ballbusting and doing it to your partner, and I'm sure he enjoys you busting his balls. Other than the sexual and emotional enjoyment it gives both of you, have you ever wondered what you might be searching for through ballbusting? You said you have also had some fantasies involving femdom ********** and femdom removal and/or destruction of a man's testicles and manhood. Have you ever questioned what it is you are really searching for through those fantasies and why you are searching for whatever it is?

Has anyone else here ever asked what is it they are searching for through femdom ballbusting?

That's where I am with my femdom ********** fantasies. I sense there is something I'm searching for through my femdom ********** fantasies, more than the enjoyment I get wanking off to those fantasies, something more than just a woman cutting my nuts out and destroying my manhood. There has to be something deeper that I'm searching for through my fantasies, and I want to know what it is I'm searching for and why I'm searching for it.

I can understand it and get insights from the men's perspective on femdom ********** fantasies. But I would also like to get women's perspectives on femdom ********** fantasies because I think women would view it from a different perspective than men and some women's perspectives and insights might help to to understand it better.

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Why might I have such fantasies?

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How could I (or any other woman) possibly know that???

If you're so desperate to know, why don't you talk to a psychologist? If you're not a danger to anyone (or yourself) then there is nothing to fear in talking to such a professional. Hell! Pick a female psychologist.

On the other hand, why don't you stop looking for an explanation, and just accept it? So long as it doesn't rule your life, what's the big deal?

Rebecca

I just posted a thread called "How do you guys get busted?"

Am I supposed to post any new topics of mine in this "Rebecca" thread?

Rebecca

Rebecca, when you kick in the balls, what shoes do you like to wear? Or do you prefer barefoot / hosiery?

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Rebecca, when you kick in the balls, what shoes do you like to wear? Or do you prefer barefoot / hosiery?

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I don't care too much about what I'm wearing on my feet. I do like doing it barefoot so I can really feel his nuts/wiener when I kick them.

If I was out to really hurt someone, I think a nice pair of combat boots would suffice. :)

Rebecca

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Why might I have such fantasies? Is there something I'm searching for through these fantasies, something more than just the fantasy of a woman cutting my nuts out?

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Considering that you are still a virgin like you once said, if I was to make a guess I would say it is your sex-drive that is somehow compensating into this fantasy-deal where you finally get the full sexual attention of a woman ... for the price of your balls.

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I'm trying to get women's insights into that as well because I feel women would have and can provide insights into it that men cannot.

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Its also much better wank fodder too eh Pet? ;)

Sorry Rebecca,
Well you can’t say that poolman2 and myself didn’t warn you about C’Pet! Give him the time of day and…………. :asleep

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In my fantasies, I don't have on long sleeves, because I have nothing on! :)

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Awesome :D as coincidence would ‘ave it u ‘ave nowt on in my fantasies too ;)

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If you're so desperate to know, why don't you talk to a psychologist? I

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Well put!

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I just posted a thread called "How do you guys get busted?"

Am I supposed to post any new topics of mine in this "Rebecca" thread?

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No you can post wherever you like just as Julie and Snoodle do. This is just a thread for those of us that wanna find out more about you :)

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Considering that you are still a virgin

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Get out of town! C’Pet a virgin!!!!! He’s like over 60 years old! Surely not….. but then again….. what woman would want to shag a guy that creepy? :cryingblu

I think I may just 'ave to join the poolman and ROFLMAO!

Bok

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Originally Posted by Bok the Gargoyle

Sorry Rebecca,
Well you can’t say that poolman2 and myself didn’t warn you about C’Pet! Give him the time of day and…………. :asleep

Awesome :D as coincidence would ‘ave it u ‘ave nowt on in my fantasies too ;)

Get out of town! C’Pet a virgin!!!!! He’s like over 60 years old! Surely not….. but then again….. what woman would want to shag a guy that creepy? :cryingblu

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I don't mind. I'll tell him myself if he starts to annoy me.

Well for that comment about picturing me naked, maybe in your case, I'll be wearing one thing ... steel toed boots! :)

Oh don't be mean to Pet! :) If he gets out of hand, I'll be mean to him!

Rebecca

ok, Rebecca, now supposing you were wearing your steel toed boots and I was in the room with you.

Would you be able to just step up and kick me or would you need me to stand still and open my legs wide first?

Would you just walk up and kick me randomly when I'm not expecting it?

Do you ever kick to the body or do you only kick balls?

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Originally Posted by me_no_wimp

ok, Rebecca, now supposing you were wearing your steel toed boots and I was in the room with you.

Would you be able to just step up and kick me or would you need me to stand still and open my legs wide first?

Would you just walk up and kick me randomly when I'm not expecting it?

Do you ever kick to the body or do you only kick balls?

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Well, the steel toed boots thing was a joke. I would only do that toi some guy who really deserved it.

When I was younger, I would have just kicked you because I wanted to do it. Whether you were ready for it or not, wanting it or not.

No, I don't kick anywhere on the body. Holds no appeal to me. Though I do like kicking a guy in the dick too! Does that count? :)

Rebecca

Wow this is a fast burning thread. I just knew I wouldn’t be the only fan of Rebecca’s out there!

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Originally Posted by poolman2

I love your avatar. I don't know if it's actually your picture, but I still like having an image to associate with the name and personna.

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I’m pretty sure that that this is what Rebecca looks like. All her avatars have been of the same person and the pics have made her look increasingly gorgeous and mean looking :iluvu: The consistency and vanity aspect testify to the fact that this is probably what Rebecca really looks like. :loveeyes

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Am I supposed to post any new topics of mine in this "Rebecca" thread?

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No not at all. Bok is right. I just wanted a place in which to pay homage :ibow4u: and learn more aboot (sorry but I cannot help but break into my Canadian accent here) u :iluvu:.

I’m sure lots of us have questions for you so this is the place to ask them :thumbup

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Well for that comment about picturing me naked, maybe in your case, I'll be wearing one thing ... steel toed boots! :)

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Oh yeah :jumpsmile :jumpsmile I just LOVE the mental image that is creating :thumbup

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Originally Posted by Rebecca

Oh don't be mean to Pet! :) If he gets out of hand, I'll be mean to him!

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Hmmmm! You could just be playing right into his hands with that!