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I can offer no insight whatsoever.
Rebecca
I wasn't looking for insights into my sleeves fetish, I think I know the symbolism behind that which I explained to you.

What I am looking for some women's insights into are my femdom ********** fantasies. Women's insights into men's fantasies of surgical ********** performed on them by a woman. Why might I have such fantasies? Is there something I'm searching for through these fantasies, something more than just the fantasy of a woman cutting my nuts out?

I think maybe I'm searching for the same things through my femdom ********** fantasies that others here are searching for through ballbusting. It's just that in my case the form it has taken is of a woman surgically destroying my manhood by cutting my nuts out.

I think that those who enjoy ballbusting, the men who enjoy being busted and the women who enjoy busting, are maybe searching for something through femdom ballbusting. Men who are busted and women who bust both get sexual and emotional enjoyment and pleasure from ballbusting. So long as they get that enjoyment or pleasure they are satisfied with it. They don't stop to ask, "Why do I do this, why do I enjoy it, what am I really searching for here?"

I ask what it is I'm searching for through my femdom ********** fantasies. In the same way others here could ask, "What is it I'm really searching for through femdom ballbusting?"

Rebecca, you seem to enjoy ballbusting and doing it to your partner, and I'm sure he enjoys you busting his balls. Other than the sexual and emotional enjoyment it gives both of you, have you ever wondered what you might be searching for through ballbusting? You said you have also had some fantasies involving femdom ********** and femdom removal and/or destruction of a man's testicles and manhood. Have you ever questioned what it is you are really searching for through those fantasies and why you are searching for whatever it is?

Has anyone else here ever asked what is it they are searching for through femdom ballbusting?

That's where I am with my femdom ********** fantasies. I sense there is something I'm searching for through my femdom ********** fantasies, more than the enjoyment I get wanking off to those fantasies, something more than just a woman cutting my nuts out and destroying my manhood. There has to be something deeper that I'm searching for through my fantasies, and I want to know what it is I'm searching for and why I'm searching for it.

I can understand it and get insights from the men's perspective on femdom ********** fantasies. But I would also like to get women's perspectives on femdom ********** fantasies because I think women would view it from a different perspective than men and some women's perspectives and insights might help to to understand it better.