Becki,

I went back and read your post about the bulls all having hardons while you ladies were ********** them. Did any of them actually cum while a woman was cutting his nuts out? Excuse my asking, but were any of the women at the dude ranch wearing a long sleeve shirt with her sleeves rolled up above her elbows when she was doing the castrations? For some reason that's a big turnon for me. I would love to see some pictures of that.

I have wondered what it really would be like for me secured helpless to a gelding table with a beautiful woman standing over me, especially a woman like you who is turned on by **********. To see her ********** instruments laying there, and to watch her as she rolls her long sleeves up above her elbows knowing that she is about to cut my nuts out and my manhood is about to be destroyed at her hands, and I'm totally helpless to stop her, I'm totally at her mercy and in her hands.

I have also wondered what it really would be like for me physically, sexually, and emotionally while she is performing the ********** surgery on me, how would it feel, how much would it hurt, how much would I bleed, what would it be like sexually and emotionally, would I have a huge hardon and would I cum for the last time while she is operating on me? What would it be like for me worshipping her as Goddess as she slowly cuts my nuts out and to worship her forever afterword?

Also, what would it be like for you or a girl like you to do that to me?

What would it be like for me to personally serve her as the eunuch slave/pet of the girl or woman who had performed the ********** surgery on me?

Would you ever ******** a man if you knew you would get away with it? Have you ever thought about what it would be like having your very own personal eunuch pet that you yourself had *********? Is that something you might like someday?

Sorry to keep going on and on like this, but I have wondered these things. I have wondered what it would be like laying there helpless and looking up at you worshipping you as you cut my nuts out, wondered what I would see and feel and experience.

I'm very big on lots of details, and I like to hear women talk about ********** and ********** and their thoughts and feelings about it, especially women who have actually done some kind of **********.

I would like to know what your thoughts and feelings are about the other things I've said about ********** and my femdom ********** fantasies, and about what all I've said here. Getting the women's perspective on ********** and ********** and on things like my femdom ********** fantasies helps me to understand them and deal with them better. Only hearing it from the men's or male perspective is only half the story, we need to hear from the women's side just as much. By women like you posting here about all of this gives all the guys here the women's perspective and I think we all need that. Thank you Becki.