Hi all you, It's me.
Still lurking around from time to time. I have been doing pretty good about not posting, but cant help that little urge that never seems to go away. It is my sickness, I know. Never in my life would I want to hurt a person, especially a guy that I had a special fondness for. So why is it that I have such a tremendous desire to cut off a guys penis the instant I am attracted to him. Why do I have this deep, dark, secret, fascination.
I know these are words that properly should be discussed with a professional in a white coat, but I do not think I am a threat to society. And the truth is, I really do enjoy my secret little fantasy.